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2011-11-10T06:50:00.003+08:00

had a damn weird dream this morning.

some background info: usually when i have class, i will set my alarm to wake up (after snoozing for maybe half an hr), bathe and go class.

this morning i set my alarm at 11 and when it rang, i snoozed it and continued lying in my bed. then i drifted off to slp and had this weird dream. In my dream, i woke up and when to my drawer to pick out clothes to wear for today (apparently a blue spag top that i just bought in my dream - does not exist in real life, and the jeans that i have been wearing for the past few days in my real life). somehow, in my dreams i took my clothes in my hands, carry my backpack and walked to class in my slping clothes, without bathing. when i reached school, there was a security clearance thing much like those in US airports. I have to take off my jackets. so i did that in my dream. I took off the nvm windbreaker (which, in real life, i wore to slp 2 nights ago), and then i realised i was wearing my harvard sweater underneath that (in real life i wore my harvard sweater to slp last night) and i have to take that off too. so i have a lot of clothes in my hands now, and thats when i realised that i havent bathe yet. and i decided to bathe in school. i went to the school's restroom, and thats when i wake up from the dream cos i realised if i don't i will be late for class.

damn weird, blend of real life in dreams.

2011-10-29T00:47:00.002+08:00

Even if u are v thrifty with ur money, it's different with your parents money and Ur own money. Period

2011-10-28T22:21:00.001+08:00

Traditional
Libra Traits

Diplomaitic and urbane
Romantic and charming
Easygoing and sociable
Idealistic and peaceable

On the dark side....

Indecisive and changeable
Gullible and easily infuenced
Flirtatious and self-indulgent

Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring.

They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its truth seems to them self-evident; and among their faults is an impatience of criticism and a greed for approval. But their characters are on the whole balanced, diplomatic and even tempered.
Librans are sensitive to the needs of others and have the gift, sometimes to an almost psychic extent, of understanding the emotional needs of their companions and meeting them with their own innate optimism - they are the kind of people of whom it is said, "They always make you feel better for having been with them." They are very social human beings. They loathe cruelty, viciousness and vulgarity and detest conflict between people, so they do their best to cooperate and compromise with everyone around them, and their ideal for their own circle and for society as a whole is unity.

Their cast of mind is artistic rather than intellectual, though they are usually too moderate and well balanced to be avant garde in any artistic endeavor. They have good perception and observation and their critical ability, with which they are able to view their own efforts as well as those of others, gives their work integrity.

In their personal relationships they show understanding of the other person's point of view, trying to resolve any differences by compromise, and are often willing to allow claims against themselves to be settled to their own disadvantage rather than spoil a relationship. They like the opposite sex to the extent of promiscuity sometimes, and may indulge in romanticism bordering on sentimentality.

Their marriages, however, stand a good chance of success because they are frequently the union of "true minds". The Libran's continuing kindness toward his or her partner mollifies any hurt the latter may feel if the two have had a tiff. Nor can the Libran's spouse often complain that he or she is not understood, for the Libran is usually the most empathetic of all the zodiacal types and the most ready to tolerate the beloved's failings.

The negative Libran character may show frivolity, flirtatiousness and shallowness. It can be changeable and indecisive, impatient of routine, colorlessly conventional and timid, easygoing to the point of inertia, seldom angry when circumstances demand a show of annoyance at least; and yet Librans can shock everyone around them with sudden storms of rage. Their love of pleasure may lead them into extravagance; Libran men can degenerate into reckless gamblers, and Libran women extravagant, jealous and careless about money sometimes squander their wealth and talents in their overenthusiasm for causes which they espouse. Both sexes can become great gossipers. A characteristic of the type is an insatiable curiosity that tempts them

to enquire into every social scandal in their circle.

In their work the description "lazy Libra" which is sometimes given is actually more alliterative than true. Librans can be surprisingly energetic, though it is true that they dislike coarse, dirty work. Although some are modestly content, others are extremely ambitious. With their dislike of extremes they make good diplomats but perhaps poor party politicians, for they are moderate in their opinions and able to see other points of view. They can succeed as administrators, lawyers (they have a strong sense of justice, which cynics might say could handicap them in a legal career), antique dealers, civil servants and bankers, for they are trustworthy in handling other people's money. Some Librans are gifted in fashion designing or in devising new cosmetics; others may find success as artists, composers, critics, writers, interior decorators, welfare workers or valuers, and they have an ability in the management of all sorts of public entertainment. Some work philanthropically for humanity with great self-disciple and significant results. Libran financiers sometimes make good speculators, for they have the optimism and ability to recover from financial crashes.

LIKES
The finer things in life
Sharing
conviviality
Gentleness

DISLIKES
Violence
Injustice
Brutishness
Being a slave to fashion

http://www.astrology-online.com/libra.htm

2011-10-26T05:56:00.003+08:00

Hi I'm back, this time with a post on professors. (I think blogs dun really work nowadays, maybe I should write a facebook note instead. But then I dun feel comfortable with the fact that 1200 "friend's" may read it at any point in their lives so..)

Throughout my academic life, I think one very important takeaway is not to take good teachers/professors as granted. Interesting tutors are rare to come by, so below are a list of interestkn teachers I have since secondary school (can't really remember many teachers from primary school, let alone preschool)

Mr Choy: very smart, with a genuine passion for math, and a very committed teacher
Ms Wan: build fantatic rapport w students, good teaching methods (sorry can't remember the right word t use here off the top of my head)
Mr Chow: actually his lessons are not v interesting, but his comments are funny. Haha. I always remember him criticizing the guys' drawings of prawn. Haha
Prof Gary pan: entertaining
The port mgmt Prof in Smu: smart, and I will always remember his comments to the class reaction web he told u that there's 100 Mcqs for his finals.
Prof A Baker: really funny!

Some other profs that I want to mention:
Mr Chan: always talking about his dog and Chinese high days haha
Eh this history teacher that I can't remember his name: writes w both hands!
Math tutor in jc: told us about her hen's party during one of the class chalets!
Mr kwek: Hm dun really know what to say but I just remember his lessons because of what go on in his class.
FM tutor: junk bond. Hahaha
IT prof: for his crazy hard Access project
Prof Wayne Kwan: damn slack
Prof Hee: hod bod. Best bod for a prof I ever have. Haha
Prof gill: funny!
201 prof: geek funny

Really cui profs:
Ang geok hoon: it's just personal. Haha
Mr Loy: cmi
Company law prof in Smu: totally lost him
Prof phoon: boring ttm
Bf215 prof: totally lost her too
Bf218 prof: sometimes I dun know whether he really know his stuff

2011-06-07T08:06:00.003+08:00

Today for some unknown reasons I was thinking about all the camps I have been to in uni. I realized each one has it's own defining experiences. Hence I'm typing this on the way t work. (:

Tri uni camp:
The seminar rooms which allowed us to do stupid Tgt as a grp, the Tri uni cheer, the sandbag game and the tug of war.

Nbs camp:
The chalet stays, field games, slippery slope, sp

Sports camp:
The great wall, AR, finale, theme park

Given the choice again I wouldn't miss any of them. But now I think no more Tri uni camp. So I will really ask everyone t sign up for both Nbs and sports camp! It's v different!(:

2011-04-19T14:17:00.001+08:00

today i did a handwriting analysis online and compared it to the one that i did on the same website nearly 3 years ago. reason being yesterday i chanced upon the analysis 3 years ago and i realised that it is really quite accurate except for certain points, and i wondered whether i have changed along the way. so i decided to do the test again to see how it compares. here are the results this time round:

Nge Hwee is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Nge Hwee will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Nge Hwee an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Nge Hwee is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Nge Hwee is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Nge Hwee doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Nge Hwee is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Nge Hwee will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Nge Hwee has a desire for attention. People around Nge Hwee will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.

In reference to Nge Hwee's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Nge Hwee slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Nge Hwee can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Nge Hwee is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Nge Hwee basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Nge Hwee is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Something is incomplete in Nge Hwee's life. She feels frustration relating to her physical needs and desires. Somewhere in her life there is some disappointment, non-fulfillment, and interruption. This is very likely to relate to Nge Hwee's sexual needs.

Nge Hwee has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

compared to last time these are the areas which are different:

OLD: Nge Hwee will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Nge Hwee believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.

NEW: Nge Hwee is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

I think the old description is still more true. although the sensitive part is true.

OLD: Diplomacy is one of Nge Hwee's best attributes. She has the ability to say what others want to hear. She can have tact with others. She has the ability to state things in such a way as to not offend someone else. Nge Hwee can disagree without being disagreeable.

Nge Hwee is a cumulative and procedural thinker. She likes to have all the facts before making a decision. She thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. Her thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall,

Nge Hwee learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once she has learned new material, and understood it, she won't forget.

Nge Hwee is a methodical thinker, therefore she is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, she often loses to rapid thinking people because she is thinking thirty minutes later about what she should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.

She may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once she gets it, she can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, she can handle it better than most.

NEW: In reference to Nge Hwee's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Nge Hwee slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

hm somehow i agree with both. i agree that im tactful, likes to have all the facts before making a decision, learns faster thru visual. but i also agree with curious about many things, gets involved in many projects, quivk investigating mind thing. so maybe this just shows that the analysis is too general?

OLD: Nge Hwee is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

Nge Hwee is very selective when choosing her inner circle of friends. She excludes all but a few from her fellowship. She limits her intimate friends to one or maybe two people. She tends not to trust the masses of people but chooses only a few to trust.

NEW: Nge Hwee is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

i think the self-sufficient is still true leh. but after entering uni i think i did become more sarcastic ba. HAHAHA. something is incomplete seems true too. lol. but not relating to sexual needs. HAHA.

all in all, dunno what to think about this, because the old and new reports have some differences but the differences are not v consistent with what i feel is my personality. haha. so maybe this is not so accurate after all. maybe i can try again 3 years later! lol

2011-04-07T21:17:00.002+08:00

2 things to talk about: (i can't remember the 2nd thing now but hopefully i will recall later (: )

1. good grades and effort is a vicious cycle.
many a times i find myself wondering how it nice it would be like if im just an average person with an average grade. contented with A- and usually B+. (yes i do find myself thinking of that. usually when i find that im mugging alot and the competition is so tough.) and during these times, i will always recall how this vicious cycle started.

i was an average kid in pri school. the only subject which i stand out was Math. i remember coming in top in class once for Math and I was very happy. it motivated me and led to my liking for Math. then i got into RV and during the first midyears, cos a few of the subjects are new (e.g. Geography), i decided to study for them because i have no idea how the paper will be like, so i thought i should prepare myself. (in pri school i dun remember myself studying for tests. i usually just do the prescribed homework and tuition work. the only time i remember studying is for PSLE Science paper and i remember i give up after P4 syllabus.) The most vivid memory was me starting on Geography just the day before Geography after the previous paper, and i remembered i fell aslp halfway through.) somehow i managed to do outstandingly during the midyears (topping my class in a few subjects), and thats how i stood out from my class.

It was a genuine surprise to me on the days that i got back my midyear papers. everytime before the teacher gave out the papers the class likes to ask things like what is the highest score. i remember when the teacher gave out the Lit paper, she was asking who we think scored the highest, and i kinda remember the class guessing me cos i have topped 1 or 2 papers before that. HAHA.

so when it comes the end of years (EOY), i was under the pressure (from myself) to do as well as in midyears. i have this theory that if i dun perform up to expectation, people will notice and they will ask things like "what happened to you this time?" and i didnt want that to happen. (i still think this way nowadays). so then i HAD to work hard and study for the EOY.

and thus i stepped into a vicious cycle of studying and getting good grades. of course my friends also played a role in reinforcing this cycle, constantly keeping me on my toes. Cat, my best friend in sec school, study so much harder than me (usually when she is on her second round of revision i am less than halfway thru my first round) and she was always one of the top few in class too. every time i enter a new phase of education, i tend to slack a bit more (i guess its my character to be lazy and "last-minute". so external artificial motivation will ultimately run out ie burnt out. haha. but over time i do realised that i really cant go into an exam hall unprepared so is this considered an internal motivation? i highly doubt so... because i generally still feel very unmotivated. its just the possiblity of not getting that A deters me from not preparing adequately) but i still find it hard not to maintain good grades (so i continue to study hard) because i dun want to disappoint my old friends, who all have so much confidence that "i will be very successful in the future and i will earn alot of money". seriously i have no confidence in myself that i will be very successful in the future, because i am a firm believer that doing well academically is not correlated to career success, even though i really hope to do well next time. and when i hear such statements, i do feel the pressure.

if only the episode during sec 1 didnt happen, i may be the average kid who wait till the last minute (or last day) to do the studying.

2. the other thing i want to talk about is related to something i read this morning. while waiting for the printer to warm up and print my notes, i was flipping through this set of notes left at the printer. it was about languages and social class. something on the slides resonates with me greatly. it says that the upper class tend to be less conscious and they will use slang etc. the middle class, however, will try to get themselves to the upper class by using accents and sometimes they try too hard. and i thought this observation was quite true. i looked at my really rich friends and all of them look (and sound) so average. ok maybe not all "look" average, but they definitely sound like a normal plain Singaporean when they talk. however, you look around and you do notice some people speaking in accents, especially the more english-speaking ones. maybe some dun do it deliberately, but it may be a subconscious spinoff of the "middle class syndrome"? while others just sound so unnatural with their accent. (:

the notes also mention that the middle class tend to dress too properly. and i assume it means that the upper class tend to be more creative and daring? i think this may be associated with self confidence too. middle class have a "play safe" mindset whereas because of their status, upper class may be more confident of who they are and thus dare to experience more?

2011-03-16T17:30:00.002+08:00

today, i would like to talk about 2 of my friends. both of them know 4 languages. one knows english chinese japanese and korean. the other knows english malay french and spanish. one is a korean and one is a malay. haha. both of them took a 3rd language (jap and french respectively) all the way till a levels/IB.

so cool right. i wish i was as much a linguistic as them. haha. language is not something im good at and frankly i dun have that much interest in them to learn them till im fluent enough to hold conversations (not just those questions and answers type like "how are you?" etc). but i always thought its cool and useful to know more languages. (:

2011-01-08T17:10:00.001+08:00

i love my blog because only people who knew me last time know about its existence. haha. mostly sec school peeps who still bother to click back at my blog, or maybe some jc peeps. im quite sure none of my uni peeps know about my blog, unless they had tried googling their name and my blog appears, or if they googled my name. haha.

2011-01-02T21:50:00.003+08:00

omgg i was looking thru my old posts and i saw this entry on 1 june 2010:

"thats also the reason why i really want to stay at home the entire day. lol. then i can wake up late, eat, watch some shows, do nails, run, eat, bathe, do mask, talk to sg, watch more shows/read books, then slp. haha."

thats exactly what i did today! haha. the amazing thing is, i did everything in exactly the same sequence! haha. this is unbelievable man. lol. while i was running i was still thinking i should have done my nails after my run. LOL. omg. see, i dun change. haha. just that its impossible to do the "talk to sg" part today cos he's in cambodia!

2011-01-02T21:28:00.003+08:00

my mum is really a very noble woman. haha. this sounds weird, but its true. she has never been away from spore for more than a day. since after she married my dad, i think she has been working every day (except maybe when she was giving birth to me my sis and my bro la. haha.), 365 days a year without any leave. and she has to do all those housework when she's home. she always grumble that my sis and i didnt help her out with the housework, but she nvr expect us t help her out too. haha. and thats why i promise myself that when i grow up, i will take care of her, and bring her overseas to see the world. (: and that is also why i dun take money from her anymore. i wun want to increase her burden. most ppl may think that i come from a more than well to do family. i can tell you that is totally not true. haha. jia1 jia1 you3 ben3 nan3 nian4 de4 jin1. haha.whatever i spend is whatever i have earned and saved myself. at least from Y2009 onwards. and there's more to that too. which i dun feel like writing down here. lol.

anyway the point for this post is that: after i got my iphone (with my own $$) in oct this year, i gave my itouch to my mum, instead of selling it off like most ppl suggested, cos my mum likes to play bejeweled on the itouch. (: i dun regret my decision at all, partly because i got my itouch for free anyway. (: and today, i dlded a $3 USD app for my mum cos she likes the lite version. hee. she's been getting bored of bejeweled and was asking me whether there are other games so i let her try the lite version and she liked it. (: then i dld the full version. she didnt know that i paid for it, and i dun intend to tell her too. take it as a gesture of my filial piety bahh. haha. i MUST really bring her to tour the world next time! (:

on another note, i did a french manicure for myself today and went for a run! (: considering doing a facial mask too but its getting late. HAHA

2010-12-31T16:14:00.004+08:00

its the last day of 2010! somehow this year passes really quickly. haha. suddenly feel like recalling what have happened in the last 1.5 years. lol.

first sem of uni flew by in a whirlpool of ccas (frisbee, touch rug and contemp caused me t be busy till 10 or so every mon-thurs. haha), tuitions (4 tuition kids or sth. all jc i think. peak of my earning period. lol. cab like at least 2-3 times a week to go for tuition, which is usu on weekday afternoon), bash/dnd. dare say that i tried a lot of things in the first sem. haha.

first dec holiday was filled with ihg/ihrg. knew more hall ppl during this one month than the last 3 months. haha.

year 1 sem 2. the countless shows (read: numbers. haha.), supper stayovers etc with cgls

for the entire year, in terms of tutorial mates, i think i only grow close to a couple of ppl. lol. shara sarah mk jeraldine. zl. reagan. lol

first summer holiday. busy with camp prep for 3 camps. haha. though i dun feel particularly strongly towards nbs foc actually, but i had a deep attachment with the cgls. first time i cried at the moment when it all ended. haha. cos i know that we are not going to meet up as frequent as we did after foc ended. ): some are flying off for exchange somemore. lol. the cgls are really my closest grp of friends in uni. haha. another grp of friends is from sports club. shawn, cheryl, ade particularly. (: shawn cheryl colin and i are now regular mj kakis. haha. oh, keanne is a regular kaki in hall too. xP

come year 2 sem 1, i went on an exchange at smu. everyone is asking me how's smu. lol. the sem flew by with me slacking like mad. LOL. almost everyday go home in the afternoon. haha! the channel 8 shows + gg back to ntu to meet ppl and for various events kept me company, for the first part. haha. second part was more of at home. and tuition. LOL. get to know edward zl and huichen better!

for this holiday, work is the thing that get me through the holiday. haha. has practically gave up on most things by now: no more ccas, no more nbs foc, no more tri-uni, no more ballet even. not gg for ihg/ihrg trgs also. haha. only sports camp remains. + nvm, + bafc. haha. kinda like the bafc ppl actually. if only we have more opp to meet up and grow even closer. (: even friends are drifting away. not meeting up with my nbs freshies, seldom meet my nbs og, not meeting up with tako, and the gals shara etc. haha. on the other hand seems to start catching up with old friends during the holiday: ballet peeps, mdm, 65. missed the council gathering shit. lol.

well, all my sems are different. lol. but i feel that its getting, im getting, more and more jaded and more and more caught up in the rat race. ): doing less and less leisure stuff/stuff that i loved, and more and more rountine stuff. ): lol.

wonder what the next sem has to offer. haha. was actually quite looking forward to it. but its gonna be quite different too, and i scared it will be quite lonely too. ): lonely in hall, lonely in classes. boo. hope it doesnt happen. haha. maybe its time i start getting close to some uni peeps. lol.

2010-11-10T23:12:00.001+08:00

you affect my mood more than u realise. sian.

2010-11-08T09:51:00.003+08:00

song of the day: 后来

后来　我总算学会了　如何去爱

可惜你　早已远去　消失在人海

后来终于在眼泪中明白

有些人　一旦错过就不再

槴子花　白花瓣　落在我蓝色百褶裙上

“爱你”　你轻声说

我低下头　闻见一阵芬芳

那个永恒的夜晚　十七岁仲夏　你吻我的那个夜晚

让我往后的时光　每当有感叹

总想起　当天的星光

那时候的爱情　为什么就能那样简单

而又是为什么　人年少时

一定要让深爱的人受伤

在这相似的深夜里　你是否一样　也在静静追悔感伤

如果当时我们能　不那么倔强

现在也　不那么遗憾

你都如何回忆我　带着笑或是很沉默

这些年来　有没有人能让你不寂寞

后来　我总算学会了　如何去爱

可惜你　早已远去　消失在人海

后来终于在眼泪中明白

有些人　一旦错过就不再

你都如何回忆我　带着笑或是很沉默

这些年来　有没有人能让你不寂寞

后来　我总算学会了　如何去爱

可惜你　早已远去　消失在人海

后来终于在眼泪中明白

有些人　一旦错过就不再

后来　我总算学会了　如何去爱

可惜你　早已远去　消失在人海

后来终于在眼泪中明白

有些人　一旦错过就不再

永远不会再重来

有一个男孩　爱着那个女孩

haha im not emo. and nothing happened. just a song i heard on my way to school. lol. how many of us feel this way? 而又是为什么人年少时 一定要让深爱的人受伤.

那时候的爱情　为什么就能那样简单. i miss the uncomplicated life in sec school and jc, where everything was so simple. haha.

and i think i kinda miss emo-ing. xP

2010-11-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

woohoo! great weekend! hee.

Ended the week with the poems stock challenge prize presentation on thurs night. nothing great about that actually, other than the free dinner. HAHA.

Went to the ZOO with songgee on fri, after having a late breakfast at ya kun. hee. first visit to the zoo in 12 years! hahaha. walked around the entire zoo except the kidz rainforest part. totally didnt use the tram even though we bought the tix. -.- haha. then we went for the fish therapy (its in a package), which was super ticklish!! haha.

cabbed back to sg's place for a shower, then off to seoul garden for dinner. haha. both of us havent had it in a while so we decided to try it out. turns out that seoul garden has condensed its choice of food and made it more niche in terms of the meat. the meat was really good. my fav was the black pepper beef, and sg's best was the shabu shabu beef. haha. the teriyaki chicken was great too though (: the surprise was that seoul garden ( i wanted to use sg for seoul garden then i realised sg is also = songgee. HAHA!) has an ice kachiang machine!! haha. so we made our own ice kachiang! (:

after having seoul garden our clothes were really stinking of the bbq smell. haha. then we went to watch unstoppable. a very exciting movie!! haha. really have ur attn throughout cos we were just waiting to see what will happen. whether they will be able to stop the train anot, whether the leads will die, whether the train will derail etc. haha.

on sat, we went to watch the social network, after having very nice cereal at sg's! haha. the cereal brand is really good. (: i dunno how sg feels about the show, since he's not a fb user and he probably dunno some of the stuff like "wall" and "relationship status". HAHAHA. well i dun think hes that cui la. haha. i find it quite interesting.

after the show, we went to the ARCADE! woots. new game addiction: the-i-once-thought-it-was-stupid-and-a-waste-of-money fishing game! muahahah! cos the one at causeway point gives out tix when u want to stop playing, and we want to use tix to exchange for the risk board game! haha. so after observing ppl play the game and someone getting 1000 tix on fri, we decided to give it a shot on sat. our aim was the 1000 tix. haha. we got it, after spending $20-$36, depending on how u look at it. HAHAHA. crazy i know. BUT, i think we are going to keep on playing, maybe once every 1-2 weeks?, till we get the risk set!! heeheehee. ((:

after that, it was back to sg's hse for dinner and watching cable tv before he sent me home and go to mk's hse for mj. (:

today, had diving pool session at outram park sec school with sg zh yq and zh's friend lanz (cool name right? haha). was from maybe 10am to 4pm? haha. feeling super shagged from it now. after the pool session, we went for kfc then went to watch megamind! 3 movies in 3 days! haha. woots. megamind was quite interesting. we watched it in 3D the effect is not bad i think. and the humour's there. (:

all in all, a very eventful weekend, and i just need to write a cover letter to cimb, study for tmr's port mgmt quiz, prep for tues presentation, source for more summer internships and dec part time job, study for exams thats coming up in 2 weeks, and life will be complete. ROAR.

2010-09-13T09:55:00.002+08:00

this sem, i am really a full time student. haha. i have NO CCAs, ECAs etc. boo. last week i went back to ntu with the intention to sign up for a few clubs because i'm not used to having absolutely zero committments. haha. but i was walking around alone and so i didnt feel like signing up for anything. haha. this kinda sucks. ):

i was looking at one of the SMU's mag and i think maybe i should really take up pole dancing. lol. since im so free anyways and smu is right in town area.. haha.

ok i dun really know what else to say except that i have a presentation in 3 mins time and i'm really boree due to the NO COMMITTMENTS fact. hai. haha

2010-09-01T00:48:00.002+08:00

just some random stuff i thought i would blog about:

that day while i was in school (smu) and in between my proj meetings, i decided to go shopping for a nice black flats. i ended up buying 1 tank top, 1 tube top, 2 dresses, 2 necklaces and 1 belt. and i still dun have my black flats. hahaha.

while i was packing and rearranging my wardrobe that day, i realised i have 33 dresses. and thats not including my sister's dresses. and i dun really have a very big wardrobe. all my tops and t-shirts and tanktops/spag may add up to less than 33 even (not counting those that i dun really wear anymore). lol.

i feel like selling off some of my clothes in flea mkt or sth, but i can't bear to let any of them go. lol. even though i know i may not wear it often cos i try not to repeat my dress w the same grp of ppl if im not feeling lazy (which is about 1% of the time. haha)

theoretically i can wear something different to school for the entire sem, no? lol.

2010-08-22T13:11:00.002+08:00

maybe i should blog about my first alone trip w sg which is also my first real shopping trip woots!

day 0 (wed, 11/8):

stayed over at sg's house so we can do last min planning eg print maps. haha. he didnt sleep but i fell aslp at some point in time. lol.

day 1:

cabbed down to golden mile complex to take bus to kl! took the 745am bus and spent most of the time slping. haha. reached kl at 1plus and walked over to our hotel/hostel which is just behind berjaya times square. (: i remember we kept walking in the carparks on day 1 cos we didnt know how to get to the back of the building and how to get back into the building from the back. haha. we stayed at classic inn budget hotel, cos its near berjaya times sq/bukit bintang, plus it has a private toilet, which i realised is a MUST for me after the last kl trip. lol. the room is quite small, but at least its clean and the bed is comfy. haha. and there's housekeeping services everyday too!

after we checked in, we went t berjaya times square and started shopping straight away! haha. i took a photo of the loots for our first day but im lazy to upload. lol. sg bought 3 t-shirts and i bought 9 pieces of clothes. haha. at night, we watched a movie on sg's laptop (i think its called hotel rwanda? its about the genocide in rwanda.) but we got sleepy halfway through the movie so we decided to put facial mask then go to slp. yes, we put facial mask!! hahaha. from the face shop @ kl. i must say, tfs at kl sells masks at a considerably cheaper rate than in spore. like 50% or sth. plus, there was a sale. (:

day 2:

on the second day, we decided to go genting. our aim was to reach kl sentral at 9 cos the theme park at genting opens at 10am. but in the end we only reached the ticketing booth at 10plus, and by that time, the earliest bus was at 12noon. by the time its our turn, the earliest bus was at 130pm. haha. we still buy the tix in the end. then we went to mac to slack. at about 11, we decided to go down to the bus terminal anyway to try our luck on boarding an earlier bus. haha. but no chance there. ): in the end we shared a cab w someone and cabbed down to genting. haha. 30 rm each leh! damn ex compared to the bus tix, which is like 5rm.

we took the cable car up to genting, and i must say, its my first time taking cable car! haha. noobshit i know. so we went to the outdoor theme park once we were there. had lunch and then started on the rides! took a couple of rides but not everything cos it started raining at about 5 and all the rides stopped. ): i didnt get to try spaceshot (cos i was too scared to try that. haha), go kart, corkscrew (sian i really wanted to take that!!!) and the flying coaster. i thought the spinner was the scariest but sg kept saying that's not scary at all. -.- lol. i wasnt scared of the roller coaster rides, just the spinner. lol.

awhile after it started raining, we moved to the indoor theme park instead. played bumper car and watched the 4D motion master. haha.the 4D motion master is quite cool. as u watched the 3D movie right, the chair will move and there will be gas in ur face/legs depending on the storyline. haha.

took a bus back to kl and we watched the rest of hotel rwanda. ohh, i caught a fever cos genting was cold (esp since it was raining) and i forgot about it and i was in shorts the entire day. haha. sg went to the 7-eleven nearby to get me panadol and cough syrup for my cough (:

day 3:

wasnt feeling v well when i woke up. so i ate abit of the breakfast sg bought, took med, and went back to slp. woke up around 1plus feeling better so we got ready for shopping. hee. well, some issue cropped up b4 we left and left us discussing it for most of that day. haha. but we still went to bukit bintang to shop. sg got a pair of loafers, 1 shirt, 2 tshirts, i got 2shorts, 1 pair of shoes, and 2 dresses i think. haha. after a while u run out of things to buy cos all the stuff there are about the same.

we went back to berjaya times square to catch a movie: the expendables. its quite funny and action-packed. i cant really remember the story now actually. haha. sort of got it mixed up w hotel rwanda.

day 4:

when we woke up, we checked out of the room, went for brunch and continued shopping at berjaya times sq. haha. berjaya is so big that we hadnt conquered it on the first day, but there was nothing much to buy. lol. i got 3 things and sg got a external hard disk for his sis. 500GB for 195 rm super worth it i think. lol.

went for a v early dinner before catching the bus back to spore. we nearly missed the bus. haha.

so, the loots for this trip: 1 pair of shoes, 1 blazer, 1 leggings, 2 shorts, 1 t-shirt, 1 tank top, 5 tops, 5 dresses. listing it down this way, i think i didnt buy alot of dresses after all! haha. all these for less than 200 SGD. (:

2010-08-13T10:47:00.001+08:00

Hallo everyone I'm currently at kl sentral waiting for bus to genting! Haha. Blogging from my itouch. Haha

2010-07-12T22:58:00.005+08:00

back from tri uni camp and more or less recovered.

Tri uni camp was madness with me slping 4 and 1/2 hr in 5 days. haha. precamp night meetings, then filming, then editing video. Day 1 photopoly. stationed at cityhall. lucky only 2 grps came to my stop so i had time to do up my sp night stuff. but was kinda boring there alone and no grps came. haha. then at night was SP 1. was okk except that it was abit too draggy for some and we lack manpower to disturb all the freshies. haha. at night did the video for day 2.

day 2 was amazing race. was stationed at cityhall agn, this time with tengchuan. it was fun cos we came up with a lot of funny tasks for the grps to do for bonus and my signature. haha. then food channel i didnt help out cos i was settling sp night stuff. sp 2 was more problematic. ROAR. then at night helped ht ironed out some stuff abt the mass game.

day 3 was field games. helped set up the stations, went to bathe then walked around. when i walk back to my bag i realised that it was infested by ants!!! had to empty out my entire bag to shake out the ants. damn gross. make me damn emo. ): then mass game, which didnt go as well as we planned. haha. then bbq, which was chillax for us (: at night do photo montage!

day 4 was sentosa game. set up station then stationmaster for one station. was fun to see them play the station, which was my fav game for last yr's tri uni. but this year the game is abit different, dunno whether the freshies enjoyed it as much as i did anot. haha. while they were having lunch and playing tug-o-war i was choosing sentosa pics for the video. then helped out a bit for the mass game, before hiding in a corner to avoid getting dunked into the waters. HAHAHA. took zl's car back to nus b4 the rest to continue rushing out the photo montage. the photo montage wasnt as good as i wanted it to be, but no choice la ): haha.

overall the feeling for tri uni camp is that, at last its over. lol. will miss some of the tri uni peeps like prog ppl, log ppl, min loong, bingshen, kenneth, jasper -- pple whom i probably wun ever see again. haha. i dunno how the freshies find the camp, i hope they enjoy it and wants to come back again like how i felt last year this time in their shoes. lol.

spent the entire saturday slping or in bed watching castaway with sg, after i went to zach's hse for freshie selection in the morning. thats how shagged out i feel. haha. sunday was better alr, went jx's hse for freshie selection w my og, then cityhall to give ian the forms and eat dinner with zach, then to sg's house for dinner and watch tv b4 he goes back to camp. even while i was watching tv on sun i was falling aslp. haha.

today i slept all the way to 1 plus, before i wake up and start settling nbs camp stuff. lol. still got a lot of stuff to settle:

1. make OG identity

2. cfm seniors attendance.

3. Collect welfare fund from seniors

4. Buy welfare items

5. Print cheers list for precamp

6. learn seaworld and universe cheers + songs

7. Matriculation and course reg for exchange

2010-07-05T12:00:00.002+08:00

abit more of life and less ranting:

this week i have been slping late and waking up at noon. haha. feels good but feels useless at the same time. lol.

mon: wake up and started learning wedding dress so i could go teach the guys the dance in ntu at night.

tues: meet shuf to discuss tri uni temptation island aka sp night, then to becca's for steamboat. we made some cute creatures using the food to represent the 4 groups FUGU (fishball) SABA (otah) TAKO (hotdog) and TORO (egg tofu). (:

wed: tuition then dance again at night, this time to learn rdd and rdr.

thurs: tuition, then meet sg at swensens for dinner and icecream! hee. hopes he's free for more nights after he settles down so we can meet on weekdays!

fri: mj at charlene's then cabbed down to newton w shawn and char's friend which took us 45 mins and 21 dollars, cos of the jam. i didnt know fri night jam is so bad. mental note to self not to cab on fri night. take mrt! meet ht zach zhihao and mag at ice cold beer @smu for beer. haha. i toppled over the bottles TWICE. lol. so paiseh. hahaha. and the ppl forgot to collect $ from us for the 2nd round of beer and we only realised when we left. lol. went mac to chill after that cos they dun let us eat outside food at icb. lol. didnt go clubbing w shara and co cos wasnt really in the mood. took bus to clementi cos no more buses back to bt panjang and cabbing from clementi would be cheaper. in the end, cos of the road closure at stan chart there the cab has to reroute to bt gombak to get into bt panjang. cost me freaking 20 bucks from clementi to bt panjang!!! ROAR. might as well cab from town, almost the same price lo.

sat: gym plans w sg failed cos we both woke up too late. HAHAHA. so we met to go carousel tgt. the food was great as usual teehee, but i felt super guilty when the bill came. cos sg was telling me he overspent this month le. )): but we made a promise not to eat ex food for next 2 weeks!! hawker food all the way! (: after that we went to catch eclipse at lido. while waiting for the movie to start we went cotton on and i got a black shorts! been wanting to get that for the longest time, but always no size. eclipse was okok only. oh oh, the lido threatre 2 is super big can!! haha. we still take the furthest row, freaking far from screen. lol. after that, went to ntu for dance (again) while sg went to mk's hse. after dance, shawn charlene and neo came to fetch me to ben's hse for pebbles bbq (: we have FULL attendance hows that! hahaha. after finishing all the food we went up to ben's hse to watch world cup. while watching the germany match right, my stomach was feeling all queasy and then i puked. ALOT. hahaha. i think i overate for the day. lol. felt better for a while then worse again. but this time didnt puke anymore. lol. watched the 2nd match but it was so boring we all started falling aslp and we decided to go home during half time. HAHA.

sun: tuition was postponed (to today). sg came over with lunch for us and we ate, then we slept. i slept so much on sun, i think got 10 hours? okk doesnt sound like alot actually. HAHA. cos i slept quite late the prev night. after that we ate again. LOL. then off to smu for tri uni prog meeting, which lasted all the way to 1130 before i made my way home. roar. so many things to do still and its in 2 days time!! haha. gonna be busy busy for these 2 days.

todayy, cancelled 1 tuition cos 1, i too lazy & 2, got stuff to settle for tri uni. haha. but i havent start doing them yet. later has another tuition, then i will be off to tri uni camp till friday!!

plans for the weekend are like this: if possible meet sg on fri night. (: sat morning freshie selection @ zach's/sharon's/ian's, spend time w sg, ballet (maybe), spend time w sg. sun morning tuition (most likely), lunch and freshie selection@orchard central, tuition at 7pm. so dear, if u read this post before i get to tell u about this weekend personally, im sorry i not free on sun to pei u )): sat okayyy? if u can come out during the weekdays we can meet for dinner or sth! (:

2010-07-02T13:51:00.002+08:00

first thing is, HALLO TANSONGGEE!!! wee. haha. was happy to know that u still read my blog :D:D we are going for carousel buffet on sat, even though we are both so fat. haha. to remedy this, we shall gym first on sat morning before we start our bingeing from 12 to 2 pm k? loves. (:

anyway i think i kinda lost my interest in dancing. i think its cos i have been so busy. hasn't been going for ballet cos of all the senior camps. now that i have time to go back again, i dun really feel like doing so cos alot of things have changed. we are going to have a different teacher, 2 of my peers are taking the inter exams this sept and they are currently chiong-ing while the rest of us are not, the same 2 will be gg to nafa this july and so they are going to stop coming for classes. all these felt me with no motivation to go for the weekly class. ): im considering settling my outstanding bills soon then taking a indefinite break. maybe i should try other genres, like pole dancing, which im getting interested in. HAHAHA.

same thing happening to contemp also. i find myself knowing that theres prac going on but can't be bothered to find out when and where they are. when ppl ask if im going back to contemp, i dun have the ans to it either. howhow? what have became of me man. im so uttererly unmotivated and uninspired. )):

i find myself wondering whats going to happen when this hols is over, when all the camps that im currently busy with are over. i realised that i may not be involved in anything anymore, and i dread that. haha. i like to be part of some thing(s). but if i dun rejoin tri uni, dun run for nbsfoc exco, dun rerun sports camp gl, pulls out of ballet and contemp, and dun stay hall, then im truely left with nothing, unless i join something again, which is kinda hard as im going to be away at smu for 1 sem when all the recruiting is taking place. hais. perhaps i should go learn some other dance. i feel like joining some ove also, but dunno whether i have the opportunity to. haha.

2010-06-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

The good food i had this hols :D :D

BUFFETS:

carousel lunch buffet - i love their array of raw seafood!! hee. salmon + mussels + scallops + crayfish. and cooked ones like lala and prawns and stingray. would have been perfect if there were raw oysters too! :D :D want to go there agn w sg!! (:

fullerton chocolate buffet - made me realised that i dun love chocolate that much after all. haha. was sick of chocolate after the first round and we only stayed there for like 1 hour?? haha.

rendevous hi tea buffet - i dun really like their variety, though their soba, laksa and prawns/squid are good. the salmon and popiah wasnt nice though. haha. but it was cheap cos we had the popular member 1 for 1 promotion (:

kuishinbo buffet - had this a few times before in jp, but had it the first time at suntec. the difference is that suntec's one has scallop and tiger prawns but no prawns. lol. sg and i didnt know how to tackle the tiger prawn so we didnt eat it. haha. and the chocolate fondue was disgusting cos they use a heating pot and not the fondue thing and there was marshmallows and wat not inside. yucks. so we gave it a miss.

MEALS:

manhattan fish market - for the first time, for both of us :D we shared a seafood platter for 2. i think the food was ok, quite nice. but the prawns are really commendable woots (:

sushi tei - as mentioned b4, i think the first time we went was still better, because of the stuff we ordered.

shokudo

CHEAP AND NICE:

PS foodcourt minced pork noodles! back again. haha. but i think the mushroom is not as nice as before le.

Aston - for the first time i bothered to queue and wait. haha. would come back again!! (:

old town white coffee - go try their rendang chicken!

fat boys, for their unique burgers (:

pepper lunch - always loving it. (:

HUM @ lao pa sa. haha. its random, just cause i have a seafood craving that day and it was 10 plus pm alr. lol.

ya kun

2010-06-01T23:45:00.002+08:00

am bored, so here's to update abt my hols events for personal reference. haha. its amazing how i can feel burnt out and sian even during the hols. haha. i guess i wouldnt have a good break this hols. so lucky that i am going for exchange next sem, so i can have a partial hols still. hahaha. the reason why im feeling so burnt out is because of the various camps commitments + canvassing, the tuitions and keep going out with ppl. haha. need some alone times, even though i have been feeling kinda lonely again these few days. haha. cos i nvr org much outings w my nbs og and im not close with them, nor just a small group of them. then there's also my fellow acbs floaters, the councilors from jc (specifically pubco or xy pw js), my jc class (or even just some of the gals), jc/uni dance ppl, ntu sports club ppl, whom im not close to. these are things that make me feel so left out and alone, even though i join so many stuff and know alot of ppl. haha. but they are all acquaintances, and because i have so many acquaintances, i kinda dun have many close friends. even my few close friends i dun go out with them that often. hai. its a trade off for being involved in too many things. haha. and also im kinda lazy sometimes to arrange meetup with everyone, cos its hard to coordinate schedules and i dun really like to go out 1 on 1. haha. i'll feel awkward. lol.

ok back to the initial topic. haha. until now, i still havent have an entire day at home. haha. its not sth im entirely proud of though, cos i really want to nua 1 day at home. nowadays its like whenever i have to go out, i will feel like staying at home. but when im home, i feel sian cos i have so many things to settle and im too lazy to settle everything, and there's actually nothing much i can do at home also. haha. but im looking for a day where i can stay at home the entire day so i can reorganise my wardrobe. thinking of packing away/giving away some of the stuff that i dun wear anymore, or selling them off on blog. haha. but also always can't get myself started on. so i will need a whole day at home. lol. and i also need to start exercising regularly. i dun run late at night (like after 9), i dun want to wake up early to run, and i dun want to run when its too hot. haha. so ideally its around evening time, but im always outside during this time so i can't get to exercise. ): haha. thats also the reason why i really want to stay at home the entire day. lol. then i can wake up late, eat, watch some shows, do nails, run, eat, bathe, do mask, talk to sg, watch more shows/read books, then slp. haha.

oh man i wrote this 2 hrs ago then i forgot abt it. hahaha. shall post it up now and continue another day (:

2010-05-21T21:03:00.003+08:00

Hi! been enjoying my hols thus far. kinda glad that i didnt apply for any internship (except credit suisse quite some time back), cos its like the only long hols left for me. lol. and im alr so packed with activities. haha. even though im losing out on a lot of experiences. well, im going to look for internship next summer and there will be PA the following summer and then there wun be any summer hols for me BOO. haha.

anyway i havent been home an entire day since the start of hols :D even though some days its just tuition. (: gonna recap some major highlights so far:

21st (today): relieft @ rv + lunch w mum (bumped into gs and huiyi at the same place agn!! lol)

20th: relief @ rv + movie (the last song) & dinner@aston w naomi and jeslyn (: i think i bumped into vernon at cathay and he was sitting beside me in the cinema but im not sure! lol. and i also bumped into one of students that i taught for pe in the morning at aston. LOL

19th: tuition + dinner @ shokudo (city hall) w shara and mk (: my first time there! noobshit, i know. xP

18th: tuition

17th: fat boys w naomi jeslyn sis and joanne! (: they have v unique burgers like peanut butter and banana burger which i totally love!! (: and then we went naomi's house to watch the wild child. haha.

16th: mac breakfast w sg + karung guni + more hai pai tian xin! hee.

15th: hai pai tian xin w sg :D + ballet (in my red lovely leo woots :D) + vivo & sentosa w sg (we couldnt catch the song of the sea cos tix was sold out BOO ):

14th: went rv to look for mr tan + tuition + ajisen w sg (: wanted to play time crisis but there only have 1 gun ):

11-13th: kl shopping trip w lovely ladies naomi jeslyn and my sis!! <3>

10th: main comm carousel (quite nice, but it made a big hole in my wallet/pocket. haha.) + tuition

9th and backwards as per blog n3 bah. hahaha.

im going out to eat kfc w sg le. bye! (:

2010-05-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

hii all,

back from karung guni and tuition 2 hrs ago. flyer distribution for more than 600+ units at 6 different blocks with 4 ppl. haha. i foresee us having a hard time collecting the junk next week. lol. after that kw jx and i went to eat some apparently famous hokkien mee tucked away at a corner in amk. HAHA. its was quite nice really. would like to get a second plate actually since hi havent eaten anything for the entire day save some pocky and sweets, if i didnt think i would get sick of it during the second plate. haha. kw drove us to the mrt station then i went for tuition.

after tuition at 9, i was going to get cheap sushi at bpp cos its alr 9pm. when i reached there, the two person before me has cleared all salmon sushi except for 4 and there was not much of anything else left so i decided not to buy )): had tako pachi instead. haha.

im in such a lazing holidays mood that i dun feel like working on the tri uni programmes proposal at all, HOW?? lol. my schedule is so packed that i dun even have time to nua at home or go running, why would i want to torture myself with work??!!! hahaha. but then again after these two weeks, when my funds start running low, i would most likely be slacking at home so much that i will eagerly and enthusiastically look at the proposal to be done. haha. then again, maybe not. maybe i will just rot at home still. -.- HAHA. hols rocks xD

some random stuff:

1. i shall go dld pipi player to watch hai pai tian xin or watch my numbers after this ((:

2. i need to settle exchange stuff, maybe tmr or fri. (:

3. i regret not taking pics when i went to stay at pan pac w sg last year!! )):

4. i need to exchange ringgit and pack my luggage tmr. (:

5. i can't wait for comms parade and ball :D:D

6.i ate sushi tei again ytd!! (: this time round we tried other stuff, but overall they werent as nice as those we ordered last time. the mango salmon, cheese mussels and beef udon are still the best!! (:

2010-05-06T23:39:00.002+08:00

back from a day of town!! ((:

went back hall in the morning to move out all my belongings. its the most strenous activity i have ever done in months. hahaha. need to start running le ((:

went home bathe then went far east to meet jeslyn to do manicure and hair extension. i now have midnight blue nails and pink + blond extensions!! ((: naomi and my sis joined us later and my sis also did hair extension! haha.

then we went to shop around. bought a pair of heels from anna nucci. ate dinner at han's. it was our only meal for the day for jes me and my sis. haha. then we walked over to ion and wisma to continue shopping!! tried on lots of hairbands with all sort of ridiculous things like bows (of all sizes and colours), peacock feather and etc. haha. bought a f21 top for jeslyn as her bday present (: all of us bought stuff (: jeslyn and my sis reserved a dress each (same dress) at hula&co @ somerset cos wisma one doesnt have S anymore. the dress is damn nice and they look good in it!! (: im going to try it on when my sis got hers. (:

i spent like 100 bucks today woots. haha. this is bad xP need to watch my spendings to last for the hols, since im not working any regular jobs, just some adhoc stuff. lol. schedule's packed till 16th may woots!! 17, 18 free then relief teaching from 19-26th, 27, 28 free then 29th is nbs trial camp le. haha.(:

2010-05-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

pray let me get A for econs. )): i feel sad for stupidly missing out on a 2 marks question that is a sure scorer and will take me about 30 seconds to do. SIGHS. please not let me miss my A by this 2 marks margin. econs is so bloody competitive its scary. )): and i also dunno how i can press the calculator wrongly x times that cause me to get an output gap vastly different from everyone. i double checked my calculations and rekeyed at least 2 lo!! TSK. PRAY PRAY PRAY GET AN ACE IF NOT I WILL BE VERY VERY SAD COS I DIDNT EXEMPT MYSELF. )): let the bell curve be skewed to the right please.

2010-05-03T01:55:00.002+08:00

The Best Boyfriend is

- the one who will wait 2-3 hours for you and meet u at 10+/11 for supper every week at your convenience even after his normal bedtime.

- the one who constantly encourages u on in the morning and checks on ur progress every night when he knows how unmotivated/slack you can be when left alone.

- the one who don't mind spending the precious weekend at your house while u study, and spends the time quietly watching shows without disturbing u.

- the one who pushes you away, towards your books, when u feel bad for ignoring him and try to give him some attention/attempts to watch the same show.

- the one who comes over to ur table from time to time while u study, to show u that he's there for u.

- the one who shelves all plans/dates away and patiently waits for your exams to be over.

ps, the post is an excuse for me to slack once again. haha

2010-04-12T15:57:00.003+08:00

today marks the end of all the graded coursework assignments/reports/projects, and the start of mugging. its time to read the textbook like u are reading a storybook. i just woke up from a quick nap and going back to nap again. HAHAHA.

im damn fat now. i understand what it means by spare tyre now BOO. )):

I MISS TAN SONG GEE. ROAR (:

2010-04-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

hallo, it has been more than 2 weeks. (:

sg came back on sun night (midnight, meaning monday morning) from taiwan ((: he went home then came over to my hse w all the stuff he bought for my family and i :D :D although he didnt get me my clothes + shoes + earrings + necklace + bracelets + etc, he got me a pouch, a keychain, facial masks, a Marc Jacob perfume and an Espirit bag. ((: how nice. xD and he bought pineapple tarts and tai yang bing for my family!! ((:

on mon i had stats quiz. till now im still kinda worried that i did the wrong quiz somehow cos my quiz was really easy compared to some ppl's. lol. then aft marketing quiz met sg for lunch at jp. had yaki yaki bo (i think), went to watch movie and i bought 3 pairs of shoes from rubi. wakaka. but they are cheap (: still, im overspending for april. haha. then we went his hse where we fell aslp cos we slept v late the prev night. woke up eat and came home to do my acc tutorial and watch dvd. haha.

today, had breakfast w SONGGEE ((: then went school for acc tutorial. then went to look for sg at his house where we ate lunch and i did some research for my marketing report and played on his bro's NEW and FREE iPhone. hahaha. cool right, free iphone. cos of his mummy's phone plan. and then comes the highlight: we played monopoly deal (the highest value version) and the score was 4:0, 4 to me. wahahaha. zai anot. lol.

had dinner then sent sg back to camp and came back. just applied for susep. (: hope can get. and hope can go for o/s exchange tgt w sg when im in Yr 4 and he's in Yr 2. (:

okk, time to start doing marketing report. 20 PAGES ROAR.

2010-03-20T01:17:00.002+08:00

im so obsessed with TAE YANG now. haha. i watch videos of him (dancing) on youtube everyday. haha. he's damn good!!! and he's only 22 this year!! omgg like same age as the guys in uni.haha. and he's quite HOT too wakaka. xD and he never has a gf before hahaha omgg so cute!!! i want to be his gf HAHAHAHA. hes my height. lol. okk im crazy.

anyway sg called me tonight from taiwan!! hee. very happy ((:

OMG TAE YANG!! DONG YOUNG BAE! (hm, i think is like that spell. haha.)

2010-03-15T19:01:00.002+08:00

i feel that i have too much tuition committments. 4 times a week is quite bad, esp when im in ulu ntu on weekdays and have to reserve my weekends for ballet and sg. (: hai. trying to think of a way to squeeze the tuition tgt, like put them on the same day, cos right now all diff days. ): if not, i think i will have to drop the jc one, cos its so far away, even though its a real money spinner. HAHAHA.

anyway sg is away in taiwan for the next 3 weeks BOO. ): haha. ytd we went vivo walk walk (we seldom go further than causeway point, cck and bbp cos i always have ballet on weekends then no time ): haha). i got a pencil skirt from G2000 for mktg presentation and he got 2 polo tees from zara for the taiwan trip. haha. then we went to eat sushi tei. it was my first time at sushi tei!! hee. the food was really yummy!! the salmon and cod fish literally melt in ur mouth, the cheese-baked scallop thing was rich and delicious, and the udon with beef thing was delectable!! hahaha. very nice!! and we also ordered the curry rice with chicken cutlet thing. which is okok. haha. and it wasnt as ex as we thought it would be!! $60 for all these oiishi food. HAHA. we are going to go there agn one day!! hee. so eggcited abt good food. lol

anyway i just bought a top and a dress online (ytd actually). its not say cheap, abit like impulse buy actually, and i starting to regret it. haha. nvm, it has better be nice!! (: anyway im thinking of selling some of my clothes either online or at flea markets. lol. what do u think?(:

2010-03-09T13:16:00.003+08:00

random quotes that i heard around ntu these two days.

"so u want to learn how to fish, but u dun want to fish."

- so true about the interest we have in so many things around us. (:

"there are three different kind of irony."

someone was saying that to her neighbour during acc tutorial when the tutor say "can u see the irony?" GML ttm. GML stands for GeekMyLife, facebook it. (: like how u google stuff like that. (:

i just tidied my hall room! (: it looks so sparse now. lucky my bedsheet is a happy PINK colour. :D:D

2010-03-06T07:21:00.002+08:00

last week this time, i have 0 tutees.

now suddenly, i have 3 tutees. hahaha. tuition assignments like to come knocking at ur door tgt. lol. hope i will be able to manage. haha. if not wait for them to sack me. xD after including travelling time, its actually more worthwhile teaching the p6 kid than the sec 4 one. lol.

2010-03-04T12:20:00.003+08:00

SHIT, more than half of recess week has passed and i havent done anything. )):

ethnical reasoning due on mon,

stats quiz on mon,

acc proj meeting on fri,

mkting proj meeting on mon.

shits. hopefully today will be productive.

2010-02-24T02:31:00.002+08:00

today i discover the ugly side of ppl.

perhaps i'm oversensitive, perhaps i'm too naive.

i dunno which is worse: trying to maintain the peace by being hypocritical, or being straightforward and direct. i think i prefer the second, even though i dun want to face it. at least u are spare from guessing and second-guessing.

i guess this is part and parcel of life, but i dunno whether im really for this.

old friends are still the best, the truest. (:

2010-02-22T11:48:00.002+08:00

in the midst of marketing tutorial now. sian ttm, cos its supposed to be an e-tutorial. haha. but essentially almost everyone is in the same place just that we are communicating via video conference. haha. and i am totally not following the tutorial. lol. finally finished and submitted my OB assignment last night :D acc quiz tmr which i havent start studying for and i have hall dance later at 8 till late. haha. but heck, its 5%. lol. feels like playing mj after hall dance is over, anyone wants? (: and looking forward to recess week next week! shall make good use of the break to do OB assignment, acc proj, stats quiz, marketing case and proj and read my textbooks and catch up with my work! (: sg flying to taiwan soon though. ): bleh.

2010-02-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

ROAR back to school tmr, dun feel like starting school. ))): so much things to do! - stats case study, ob motivation rater, track ihg, OB assignment, mktg tutorial presentation, ob peer evaluation, acc quiz, ihg dance, econs quiz all in 1 and a half week's time, before i can get to have my 1 week recess week. )):

most pressing of all, OB ASSIGNMENT. OMGG !@$!$!#@$ i havent even read the article SHIT. and my stats case study quite shaky. dunno how it will turn out. HAHAHA. i can't be bothered with anything right now though. i just wanna finish discussion and go bathe then go slp. heh. everything else wait till i get back to hall tmr then settle. lol.

enjoyed myself over the long CNY weekend though. hee. fri was school, ballet, then little big soldier + supper with sg. sat was helping out at my parents' stall, lunch + shopping with sg, then reunion dinner. sun was out bainian-ing! mon was desmy's house, sukiya + flyer with sg, then starbucks with zh yq mk sg cat jm, monopoly deal + mj @ mk's house with sg ber zh mk! won 2 out of 3 games of monopoly deal MUAHAHA. haha. sun just slp eat watch ip man slp eat watch tv sleep and now doing stats proj. hee. :D:D i just like to stay at home and eat homecooked meals with my family + go out with friends and sg!! (:

2010-02-04T01:42:00.002+08:00

supposed to be starting on my econs tutorial now. have alr took out my notes and tutorial for this week but am too lazy to start now so i have decided to blog. haha. i realised nowadays ppl like ber mel eve rae no longer blog as frequently le, me too. haha. we are all busy with our lives i guess. feeling out of touch with the rest of the world.

i used to like to keep myself occupied with activities, but in uni, i find myself too occupied with activities (yes i only realised and admit this this semester. haha) such that things always clashes and i always end up having to forgo somethings and always chionging from one thing to another. haha. and it makes me tired about a while and i would just feel like ponning everything. lol.

so im kinda looking forward to after ihg, hall dance and my ballet exams to get back my "me time", and also my weekends so i can meet up with friends, esp 2a/4a, and spend more time with sg. haha. i feel kinda sad for sg cos he has a gf who's always so bz and dun even have one whole day free for him for his bookouts (2 half days can never be compared with 1 full day man. lol).

u noe, like when u talk about ccas and stuff, u talk about committment. when u talk abt r/ships, u talk about committment. but these two types of committments are very diff, esp to me. i dunno how to explain, but i dun really see r/ship as a committment, its more like part of my life. but sometimes it can be quite a liability too. HAHAHA. for example i was actually thinking of going for overseas exchange in yr 2 sem 2, but just a few days ago i realised that if i really go then, then i will be missing sg's 21st birthday!!! omg.. cannot cannot. then its also too late to apply for yr 2 sem 1 le. so i can only go in yr 3. ):

2010-01-13T00:46:00.002+08:00

had 2 days of lessons! its just lectures this week.

sat: one frisbee match against sbs in the morning. won them 14-nil. (: haha. quarters on 20th. then class outing at shock's hse.played wii, abit of poker, eat pizza and watched ppl play mj, all the way till 4 am like that. haha. then i cannot take it le, go slp first. some of them continue playing till 7am then we went home. haha.

sun: achmed dinner was cancelled. at first got some ppl can de lo, then last min all cancel on me. haha. poker at nite at ch's rm. lost $15 dollars. lol. there were only three winners, wj, jeremy and kw, the rest all lost all their money. haha.

mon: first day of sem 1! had lunch with the cgls then go for econs lect with ht. econs was quite fei cos i learnt it in jc le. haha. regret not exempting from it man. lol. i looked at the course outline almost everything is covered in a lvls la. i can see myself ponning future econs lectures. lol. went home after that and had lunch with family (: hope this year gets to eat w my family more. last year was too busy with work then school. this sem dropped frisbee and touch rug hopefully will have more time for my family. (:

tues: mkting and OB lectures. err didnt pay much attention again. haha. this is bad. i must mug like a dog this sem! lol. read the textbooks and additional readings. (: 4.9 4.9!! haha. after lectures was foc meeting. can see myself getting bz preparing for nbs week stuff soon. (: dun mind getting bz though, even though mkting and OB sounds like a lot of work! ): maybe they should put mkting and OB in diff sem lo. ): haha. then went for contemp dance! (: now enjoying the air con in my room.(: YES MY HALL HAS AIR CON NOW!!! heehee. ((:

tmr after lect shall go home! (: thurs going novena with cat and jm! thurs and fri no school! (:

2010-01-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

im back again. its the new year! i would say that last year was a rather eventful year. it was the first time i experienced working and giving tuition - its the year where i become semi financially independent. haha. which i think im going to lose it this year. ): can't seem to survive on my scholarship allowance leh. ): then there was the camps, knowing alot of new ppl - most significantly achmed, cgls, and sports camp. (:, going thru one sem of uni life. at the same time also survived one year of ns with sg! no bing bian, yet. lol.

this year never really think about resolutions, maybe just:

(1) do well for sem 2. do my tutorials and start revising earlier. if i get 4.9 sg gonna treat me to staycation. haha. xD

(2) bond better with uni friends: cgls, achmed, classmates, sportscamp, hallfriends.

(3) save money and spend less! cab only when necessary.

(4) continue dancing and get better at it.

(5) learn volleyball! xD

(6) join cheerleading in year 2 if im still in hall. lol.

(7) exercise: run, swim, bball.

(8) organise gatherings for achmed, meet up with rv gang, councilors, jc class, crossers, pebbles. try not to dao ppl's smses. LOL

(9) be more responsible. follow up on stuff.

2009-12-17T23:04:00.002+08:00

im waiting for 1145pm to go supper with the cgls. haha. anyway this week has been filled with scrabble, othello, netball and bball. haha. totally dun belittle othello, although it looks simple its really hard to master. only won 1 out of 5 games i played. haha. now i found scrabble really fun. haha. im going to find the scrabble game online and play it! train for next year's scrabble. haha. won 3 out of 5 games for scrabble. the first opponent whom i lost to was ex school player + 3rd year playing for hall + major in eng, so i didnt feel sad after losing. haha. but the second one that i lost to, which is the last game, was due to my 2 mistakes + i waited too long for SCRABBLE, so i was quite sad. hai. haha. anyway its over, next year next year! haha. oh ya my umpire for the first and last game is this guy who look like anime guy, and he's super cute. hahaha. he only cute at some times only though (eg when he was quietly observing the game. hahaha. he went to copy down this word i placed CWM and said he learnt a new word. HAHA. so CUTE. :)

netball we won both games but i didnt get to play much cos my hall too many ivp + ex school players. haha. bball match was postponed on wed due to rain, so tmr is our first match. but we have been training and today's training was good! haha. but i injure my right palm cos i fell down twice. hope tmr its ok. if not when the ball hit too hard will pain. haha.

okk need to book badminton courts for tmr's trainings but my mac keeps hanging when i try to book! roar. maybe will go borrow my neighbour's laptop. haha.

oh i forgot to mention htht sessions with cgls on sun and tues night. haha. trying to get to know each other better and more indepth instead of all the nonsense that we always say usually. hahaha. and there was social night on mon!! it was quite boring actually. haha. at the ocs cadet mess. the air force one was more interesting. and sg bought me PRETTY FLOWERS ((:

2009-12-05T01:07:00.001+08:00

cool ttm xD

2009-12-05T00:13:00.001+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER WOOTS!! :D:D

ytd i had this nightmare about getting ABDDF, F for biz law. and then later AADDD. walao. super scary la. then today zhihao told me no D de. haha. heng.

these three days after exams its just play and play and play. haha.

after fm paper (fm paper didnt go v well, but i think biz law was the most cui. ): quite sad cos i quite like biz law de. haha. i think i will get b+ leh. ): ) went new york new york for lunch with achmed! then went singnan's house to watch up and play ps3. haha. quite fun la. i watched up b4 le so i actually fell aslp abit during the movie. haha. but ps3 was fun!! and using it to surf the internet is even more fun!! lol. its lag la, but v big and clear. lol.

ytd was outing with some of the acc classmates. (: watched new moon at great world city. (: the movie wasnt v nice, but JACOB has a freaking hot bod! hahaha. buff and all. xP. but the story and all quite boring actually, not v engaging. abit disappointed la. but these is a four parts thing la, so must watch the entire thing i guess? since i didnt read the book. haha. feel like buying the entire collection and finish them during the hols. haha. since i got the kinokuniya and borders voucher. xD i think i wanna go buy books one day during the hols. :D

after the movie went orchard walk walk see see and eat dinner. had a rather long talk at the hong kong cafe, which was nice. (:

but missed the cgl stayover at zach's! haiyo. ): missed out on all the fun that they had! )):

today went to meet them at toa payoh hub. (: they went to bluff me say they going cck to play lan when i just reached. i was like, wth, tell me earlier la!! now i have to go all the way back. haha. we went all the way to the mrt station and i actually stepped into the train le then they all just stand at the platform and look at me. HAHAHA. wa lao. then i so ma lu quickly come out which the doors are closing and they tell me its bluff me de. -.-

so we go dhoby gaut, with the intention to go play l4d. but in the end i managed to persuade them to go arcade instead. heehee. we took neoprints and cam whore abit and then we went to play ddr + para para + bishi bashi + shooting game!!! haha. oh and this jap drum thing. lol. it was damn fun! :D:D and cos i got the top up 10 dollars get 10 dollars fee voucher, we get to play alot just with $10!! :D:D

then went paradiz for mac and then go for pool, cos all the lan shops are full. haha. then we went for COT talk at tcc before going for dinner at ps ajisen! (: haha

with zhihao around we all just cant stop laughing. haha. and zach's jokes are good!! lol. and all the shit that we are stirring, imba. haha. i <3>

gonna meet mish (and des? ) tmr at imm and then there's ballet at night!! (: loves this kind of life where i just go out and play and then go home watch tv slack and slp. haha. ((: so not looking forward to week of 14 dec because i will be so busy with all the IHG, IHRG, ISG, trgs and dance pracs. ROAR. i wanna quit touch rug le. haha. wanna have more time to rest. (:

oh, and looking forward to 23 dec!! cos thats the start of sg's long block leave! ! :D:D can't wait!! <3<3

2009-11-24T22:34:00.002+08:00

im such an average person in NBS. hai. dun want to be ave, want to be like what cat always say, "stay at the top". HAHAHA.

can't wait for thurs to come, after acc paper (acc must do well!! i want A! haha. sian i think the most only A- ba, too ave le. HAI.), so i can finally spend some time with SONGGEE!!! ((: but still have 2 papers to study for. ): after the papers ba!! we can slack tgt and shoppp and go out and play and watch movie during his BLOCK LEAVE :D:D

ps next sem's timetable sucks ): 3 out of 4 days till 6.30 ): monday 8 h of lessons, 6 h straight. fri also 6 h straight of lessons, till 630. then have to rush for ballet@730 OR contemp@7. haiyo. ): next sem must work hard to try to be above ave! xP 5 core mod sia, can die. ):

2009-11-10T17:19:00.003+08:00

i did this quiz on fb about " what type of ntu student are u?" and the result was im a 2ND LOWER CLASS student )): that totally brought me back to reality. have i fallen behind my work more than i realised? hai. i didnt attend a single MA lecture (about 4? 1 e lecture though), or did a single MA tutorial (3 so far), and i didnt attend/pay attention for at least 5 biz law lect and didnt do 2 biz law tutorials. i didnt do 2 FM tutorials also. ROAR. listing it down like that makes it look really bad.

i was hoping well initially, and when did everything start crumbling down? i think its when all the deadlines for the projects start to come (after recess week?/during and after my contemp concert? like start to pon lectures for biz law assignment and the access proj and the workload just keep snowballing) and all the procrastinaton finally gets to me, and i just continue to procrastinate. haiz.

not doing tutorial is not just = cannot catch up, it also means that my class participation is suffering. ): and after today's comm fund, im quite sure i may not get my A for comm fund, most probably a A-. ): at the start of the sem i was still naively thinking that 4.8 is probable, after listening to my seniors. now then i realised how much they must have mugged not just during the last stretch, but consistently throughout the semesters.ROAR. i hope its not too late to start now, i still have 1-3 weeks to my final papers. however i have a feeling that no matter how worried i may be for my grades, im still gonna be v slack and distracted when i finally get down to serious mugging. hai.

i think im too ill-disciplined for uni type of life. ): pls let me get my As this sem, cos next sem gonna be harder, seeing as how the cgl/gl stuff will start getting busy and i am not good at crapping - an essential skill to do well in OB and mkting apparently. ): and hopefully i wun be doing AA102 next sem too cos that will be like 5 core modules and im not managing well for 4.5 le. ):

2009-11-08T03:36:00.000+08:00

You are restless and independent and, no matter how close you become to someone, you always remain your own person and there is a part of yourself you cannot share.

Your father was either over- idealized or he was rejected as a role model. Either way, your concept of what a man should be is not based upon a mortal person, but upon an ideal. This may lead to unrealistic expectations in close personal relationships.

You are assertive without being overly aggressive and usually go after what you want with confidence and enthusiasm.

TRUE.

2009-11-08T00:45:00.002+08:00

ROARR i want exams to be over soonnn!!! sian totally dun feel like studying, havent start yet. ):

i want to:

1. spend time with SG!!! ((: outings and shoppings!!!!

2. meet my fave ppl: cat jm zh gs ber eve jas rae anna mk yq mel eileen qh marcus etc etc

3. go watch movie with zm mk jf and hs

4. HTHT with jer shara and mk HAHAHAHA

5. MJ with pebbles

6. no tuitions and many many dance ((:

7. IHG and ISG!

spend $$$ these two days on online shopping, dance stuff and seeing doc!! haha. and its just 7 days into nov...

2009-10-16T22:09:00.003+08:00

YEESSS access and biz law were due today, its two big loads off my back now! wahahha. feels so relieved. lol. even though there are more things coming, nothing feel so bad now that i have these two off my back hahaha. and next week got all the games stuff and im FINALLY going for touch trgs again, after 2 weeks. haha. still havent been going frisbee, seriously think i should give it up. haha.

next week: acc proj due (CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!) + comm fund oral 20%

next next week: FM quiz 10%

nex next next week: biz plan presentation 25% and acc mid terms (??)

next ^4 week: FM proj + presentation 10% + comm fund oral 30%

today, i made a promise to myself that im going town next week. HAHAHA. simply cos it has been so long since i last went town or somewhere near it! ):

hectic weekend and next week:

tmr: ecp for gl outing + tuition + ballet + ben's 21st

sun: tuition + ballet + toons event

mon: proj meeting + touch trg!

tues: lessons (including comm fund!) + contemp elections + (frisbee?) + contract + boggle

wed: get goodie bag! + og/world lunch + touch + hall dance + othello

thurs: (frisbee?) + othello + boggle + cgl supper

fri: TOWN NO MATTER WHAT I DUN CARE + ballet

2009-10-14T22:44:00.002+08:00

maybe i should start blogging about more interesting and happy stuff in my life so that when i look at it i will feel happier. but there's like not much happy stuff to blog about, cos my life is just going lessons, doing tutorials, assignments or projects, going for ballet and contemp prac (these 2 weeks) or going for tuition. hai no life): seriously like when was the last time i actually go out with friends? omggg ): sad life..

2009-10-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

slacking at home now. not like i can afford to, but im just too mentally exhuasted to bring myself to do work. im getting really stressed out over the biz law assignment and acc proj. biz law is due coming fri and i thnk i dun have enough substance to write): acc quite worried cos my group hasnt really started and like no one is responding to it): hai. access proj seems to be going fine(: gladful for responsible members. someone pls help me with my biz law man...

had online quiz for acc this weekend which i didnt study, just dive into it cos i didnt have time to study. got 7/12, for a 6% quiz. when i saw the marks i was like "HAHA okk". then when i left house for tuition i started thinking "shit, i just threw away 2.5 marks, and out of the 10% quiz i only got 6.5 marks altgt. shittt my A flying away." hahha. thats why im stressed over acc proj, even though its due next week.

had contemp concert ytd. really glad that CAT came!!! alot of ppl couldnt make it, and i know that the prospect of coming to ntu is not very enticing. lol. i sort of misses having dance prac le. haha. like suddenly no dance practices, when i have been having rehearsals from tues to fri. lol. this week should focus on all the proj and assignments. and go for ultimate perhaps. lol. this week cannot go touch again cos it clashes with my ballet coaching class. im having 4 ballet classes a week!!! lol. happy though quite xiong. haha. and three tutees (two are tgt) taking A's soon. haha.

okk should start doing my acc draft. dateline 2359h today. haha. but so far no one has sent our their part yet. hai.

2009-09-28T02:35:00.001+08:00

i rather have 5 tests than 3 projects. ROAR. microblogging. haha. should tweet this instead. haha. but the only few followers i have on my twitter are my IT grp mates. haha. the only reason why i have a twitter acc is cos of my IT proj on twitter a few weeks back. lol

2009-09-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

yay its recess week and my birthday is during recess week!!! hahaha. im just pretending to be happy, cos i will be at camp on my birthday ): lol. kayaking. hahaha.

i want macbook protector for my birthday xP. everyone can buy me one piece each. lol. thats like my only wishlist for my birthday present this year. lol. been too busy of think of one. haha. i want lots of clothes too!! uni makes me realised that i actually have very little clothes. lol.

2009-09-16T20:36:00.003+08:00

heyy everyone im here again, cos my hectic period is sorta over!! was chillaxing and reading ppl's blog. (: love this. although this is only temporary. haha. i still have lots of work to do, concert is coming soon and there's prac 3 times a week for now, frisbee and touch and i want to participate in more hall stuff! (: hai i had to miss my touch and frisbee trgs this week to do the slides for my presentations. ): hasnt meet up with cat zh and co since uni started. ): couldnt watch time traveller's wife with them last weekend cos of my rehearsals for my ballet perf. hopes this week's timbre trip comes thru though!! (: gradually losing touch with friends other than uni friends.):

ohh, and TINGYU, sorry i forgot to wish u happy birthday on sat! ): hee i doubt u visit my blog also. lol. so if u, whoever's reading, knows TINGYU pls help me tell her!! thanks! (: garner positive karma! hahaha

2009-09-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

im waiting for an empty cubicle to bathe. haha. so far the days have been pretty hectic for me cos i have ballet rehearsals, tuitions, the DnDs and touch rug + contemp dance pracs. add to that dating, world lunch + steamboat and og poker!! haha.

there are things on my mind which i dun feel like putting down here. hmm. so i guess i shall sign off for now. lol.

i have 2 presentations and one quiz next week! rah. and a quiz on thurs.

2009-08-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

came here to update my wishlist. haha. but since im alr here, i shall make an entry!!

i have spent so much money i dun even dare to write down the amt i spent here cos catherine will shake her head at me. haha. lets just say if u noe how much the textbooks + bash/dnd cost, the amt i spent on other stuff is much much more. )): this is very bad i need to curb my spendings. i shall be very thrifty for sept.

school wise, i am very behind on the readings and textbooks. i havent read anything other than lect notes. roar. i need to allocate more time for studying.

for those who dun alr know, sg is back in spore!!! ((: he's having his block leave now so we have been spending quite some time tgt! (: the days since he's back has been:

mon:
FM (financial management seminar) in the morning, lunch with mk jf and zm, go bugis to buy jazz pants, go home to get keys and can't-remember-wat, go tuition at kap, go back to ntu for nbs foc main com 2010 selections, go airport fetch sg, late dinner, do tutorials, eat supper, sleep. LOL

tues:
eat breakfast, go school, go contemp auditions.

wed:
IT seminar, world lunch, J.I Joe with sg at west mall, cooked korean instant noodles at sg's house for dinner, airport to send zc off to US.

thurs:
acc1 tutorial, anchorpoint for lunch@ jack's place (lunch deal rocks!), queensway where i spent ALOT ALOT of money buying running shoes, sneakers, sports bra and backpack, ikea where sg helped his sis to buy a 50X70cm photo frame, hall, home.

one interesting thing that happened this week was when i was printing my notes for FM. its ppt slides so normally we will print handouts. but i forgot to change to handouts and i end up having one slide per page. and that lect has FIFTY FOUR SLIDES!!! omg. and i printed single side somemore. im going to use those paper for my tutorials. i think they are enough to last me one sem. LOL.

2009-08-14T15:19:00.002+08:00

time for a short post b4 i bathe and go to school to collect stuff and then go for work.(:

school has started, and i have moved in to my hall! (: first day of school i was late for both my lessons, and even had to leave early for one of the lessons. lol. i think i would be even more lost if not for BECKY. haha. she has a, surprisingly, better sense of direction than me. HAHAHA. and she has the map too, which clarence kindly left us. lol. maybe i should go take a map from the OAFA, but its like telling the whole world im a noob freshie and somehow i refuse to do so. HAHAHA. pride. xP. jkjk.

wed there was no lessons and i moved my stuff into hall in the morning b4 going for world lunch. (: cool to have world lunch every week!! can head there str aft my IT sem next time then head to hall to chill after that. lol. which was wat becky and i did. haha. we slept in the hall until 5 then go for nbs closing cem. has to do indian dance for the best freshie perf -.- then now got random ppl remb me as the indian dance best freshie. HAHAHA. after that had pizza with og then we walked back to hall!!! spent the first night in hall. haha. talked to becky until 3am before we slept. lol.

thurs went around sch for errands (matric card, tuition grant, FAL) b4 meeting achmed for lunch. ty came to crash our biz law lecture and to look at our hall. haha. biz law lect is really a test of comprehension skills man. haha. and the judges need to learn punctuation and reduce the length of their very complicated statements. LOL. it takes at least 2 readings to understand the paragraph. LOL. after that becky and i went queensway and ikea to shop for fbts and singlets and stuff for our room!!! oh, i have the tendency to refer to our room as our house. HAHA. bought a laundry bag mirror and dustbin!! lol. and only slept at 5am cos i was reading a bk. lol.

has been looking thru the clothes on www.shoplah.com. thinking of buying some things, but got too many things that i want to buy and i need to shortlist the items to buy. lol. anyone wants to buy anything from shoplah pls tell me we can share delivery cost!! (: i'll be ordering by this weekend.(:

2009-08-05T14:19:00.001+08:00

hallo everyone i have been mia-ed for so long due to nbs camp and sports camp. (: too many activities from the camps to blog about, and too lil things that happened outside of camp to blog about. haha. so i shall extract the camp parts from my emails to sg and summarise the rest of the days. (:

NBS camp (20/7-24/7)
first day was dirty games! alot of mud and stuff. got a station the gal must go into a barrel of mud then 2 guys roll the barrel to the other end. super dirty when come out of the barrel. haha. lucky not enough guys so i was a "guy" ie i rolled the barrel. HAHA. then got another game need to dip the hair into some super er xin water that smells like sotong. yucks.the games quite fun but abit too long la. haha. and i realised my tolerance for dirty games not that high after all. lol. after that cannot shower yet somemore. only rinse off the mud and stuff. then dinner and after dinner was... more games. lol. the night games nothing much lah, except got one they bluff us that we are going into nanyang lake and we have to tread water for 5-10mins then they blindfolded us and lead us to a makeshift slide down a slope which is quite high. haha. that one quite fun. lol. i didnt believe that we were really going down into a lake though. haha. then we go sentosa costa sands. all the nights we stayed at chalets. haha. by the time we bathe and everything it was like 5 or 6 am le super late. first nite we only slept 1.5 hours lo!!

so wake up then its beach games!! let me see, i think nothing much la, i think tri uni camp de beach games were more impressive. haha. the camp quite some boy-gal things like piggy back, fireman carry and pass food/poker card with diff body parts. got this dressed-up game where one person from each og supposed to dress up as a superhero and they dress me up as a curry puff gal. -.- from powerpuff gal. haha. then we moved to changi safra. at night was fright nite. they told us they bringing us to old changi hospital and have to do tasks inside. we really took bus to somewhere near OCH but in the end we went some abandoned building near the OCH. they got diff stations where they try to scare us. similar to HC scream. i didnt scream except maybe once but its those short short xia dao shout-scream. haha. see i so brave! xD got this guy in the og (stephen) he screamed super loud we could hear from outside. haha. oh and this guy right, at the nanyang lake station, he couldnt swim so i think he quite scared. then when he was going down the slide blindfolded he was like "what the f***, ginger!!!!" ginger is the name of a senior. haha. cos the seniors will tell us to shout the name of someone of the opposite gender (freshies or ogls or station masters) when we going down. HAHA it was very funny! lol.

third day was pool games! this camp got more pool games than the tri uni camp and quite fun la. haha. got one station we are supposed to jump down from a 3 meter diving board. hee. i very scared to walk to the edge of the board cos the sides no railings. haha. then i took very long. got this water cherade thing quite funny. supposed to guess movie title. then the theme was "horror". the title was bride of chunky but the first person heard it as the "bite of chunky" HAHAHAHA. after the pool games was performance nite! our og got the most crazy performance award cos we got this breakdance in the grp. haha. all the ogs got an award for this la. haha. and then it was SP interaction! we were supposed to lie abit about ourselves esp our appearance cos both are supposed to be blindfolded and the next day the guys have to go to the gal's og and be "tekan" before they can guess who's their SP and ask the SP out for dinner. haha. the seniors say the guys will try to peek at the slippers so we all exchange slippers. then i peeked at my SP shirt and i realised that he's a senior cos earlier on at the performance nite i dun remember any freshies wearing the shirt. haha. so smart right!! hee. i managed to peek at his face too and i saw he wasnt blindfolded. haha. but i just play along and pretend to think he's a freshie and blindfolded. so i kept trying to very obviously try to peek. LOL then very funny to feel him trying to move away and hiding without him showing that he know im peeking (cos he's supposed to be blindfolded lol).

afterwards we went back to chalet and slept. next morning woke up and the seniors put lipstick and camou paint on all of us and tie our hair weirdly. haha. all the ogs also like that. then we go bugis area to do shi zhi lu kou. the ppl on the road keep looking at us and some even took photos of us!! haha. so played more games. u noe those games where they show u a piece of paper with words/pics and u are supposed to guess something? eg: abababbababbbbababbababa answer is long time no see ("c"). our grp very pro leh!! we guessed everything correctly, 7 in total!! haha. but i think i only know like 1 or 2 out of 7. lol. after the game we went back to wash up and it was SP night le. haha. so dress up nicely and see the guys from the other ogs do their tekan stuff. NBS is well known for their sp night de. haha. the guys will burn a big hole in their pocket. lol. i heard that someone who went to our og and was thrown out of the chalet during his first attempt was super scared and trembling like mad outside our chalet. haha. but ours not the worse la. some ogs make the guys eat mealworms and kiss frog. lol. ours i think the zui can3 one is use the clothes peg to jia2 the guys nipples and pull. HAHAHA. then we asked this guy to sing the army "purple light / in the valley" song using SP night as the theme and he composed one about the clothes peg thing. HAHAHA very funny. seniors dun need to do the stuff though. haha. so my SP and i paired up with another pair then we went east coast waruku to eat. yeah. then after that go butter factory to meet up with the ogs.

so after clubbing we go back to chalet (oh we went aranda for the last night). at first on the bus they say dun sleep de, but in the end all the guys and most of the gals fall asleep lo! so some of the gals go and prank the sleeping guys HAHA. we went to put toothpaste on them, tied their legs tgt and stuff. LOL. got this guy he snores then we use clothes peg to jia2 his nose. LOL. and another guy was sleeping with his mouth open and we went to pour water into his mouth. LOL. he woke up then he thought he salivate!! HAHAHA. we videoed everything down. lol. then some of the guys who woke up while we were pranking didnt dare to go back to slp la. HAHA. and then the guys decided to prank some of the sleeping gals also, like put sunblock on them, tie them. lol. the grp of us only slept at 6am. haha.

last day! we woke up at around 9. then went ntu to play the finale games. all the ogs just kept cheating on the games la. haha. got this game supposed to play against another og but in the end we played intra og. haha. then we very competitive in that. lol. then the seniors were saying we play against ourselves more serious than play against other ogs.after the finale games supposed to have the closing ceremony but it got postponed because got h1n1 case so have to break camp early.

25/7 (sat): while everyone from nbs was resting at home i have to wake up at 730 and prepare to go to work. haha. then ballet, then off to marina sq to meet my sports camp og for pre camp.

26/7 (sun): went to ntu for banner painting. lost track of time and couldnt make it for ballet. so went to jp with the og after banner painting and got our grp identity, which were whistles and a badge. first time i saw how badges are being made i was very impressed by the machine. haha. and the machine cost thousand plus bucks leh!! expensive. then went home to slack a while b4 tuition, but fell aslp so cancelled tuition. haha.

SPORTS camp (27/7-2/8)
monday we met for early dinner (at 330pm) before going ntu. then there was opening ceremony, which includes fireball, campfire light up and then performances by the seniors. then there were some games. in the sports camp right, there are 4 worlds: toons, disney, music and sea. my world is toons. then each world got 4 groups, my group is pebbles. so the games we played will count towards the world points which will determine the overall best world after 7 days. so first game is guy piggyback gal then the guys have 4 balloons tied to them (one at each knee and one at each elbow) then the gals are supposed to burst the balloons on other guys. next game is gal and guy supposed to do 5 squats, climb over a chair and go thru a hula hoop with a pocky stick between their mouths. the last one, which is the main game for the night, is called great wall of china. the guys in the world will form a circle with their arms and legs interlocked and the gals are supposed to be inside the circle defending while gals from another world will try to break the circle. its a super physical game lah. got alot of ppl got scratches and then got guys broke down and cry cos the attaching gals too xiong and then got this guy got slapped by a gal or sth then he went to bite the gal. end up the guy's world got DQ-ed.

second day morning was field games. sorry ah too many games liao and too long ago i can't remember all of them!! hee. after the games and lunch it was pool games. dun really have much significant stuff. then after that there was anoher world game! in the pool. for each world, there will be a puzzle to solve to obtain a number combi. then 2 guys and 2 gals will swim across the breadth of the pool to tell the programmers the combi and bring the stuff for building a raft back. then we are supposed to build a raft to carry 10 guys and 10 guys across. i helped to crack the puzzle. we were the first world to crack the puzzle lo!! but we didnt win cos we took very long to ferry the ppl across on the raft. ): after the pool games it was fright night! they brought us to this old army camp near cck there. there are 16 stations i think. lol. after each station we will be brought to a holding place which is pitch dark. we went in our ogs. i think if its in pairs and no holding rooms in between it will be super scary. haha. got guys in my og scream lo. haha.and got a gal who got too frightened she didnt complete the entire thing. then cos the place very dark ma, and a lot of pushing around when we got scared, this guy fell and got a deep cut. a piece of his skin got ripped out. he had to go for stitches!

third day i think its land ex. went bkt timah hill there. got two parts, one is trekking to the different checkpoints, the other is cycling. got cycle on those mountain bike trails type, quite scary cos the road very bumpy ah. lol. but cos not enough time our grp's cycling trail got cut short. after that we went back to ntu and there was night games. nothing very significant too. haha.

fourth day we went to play sea sports!! morning was a sea ex where we are supposed to kayak to this island and look dig for a key then kayak back again. then after lunch we tried some of sea sports!! first one was jet ski! hee. we only get to drive a short dist, the rest is the instructor drive de. but its only a short while la, around 2-3 mins. then got some filler game. haha. some pillow fight thing on a beam. lol. then got banana boat! which was quite fun!!! hee. den got another one which i dunno is call wat. lol. similar to banana boat just that this one is lay down on a float de. 3 pax a time. then another filler, which is tug o war. haha. then got surfing!! we only get to stand on the surf, pull up the surf and take a pic on it. but got extra time so i went to try again and this time i tried balancing on the surf and the instructors pulled me out into the sea abit!!! hee. cool right first time i try surfing and i can balance on it on my own leh!!! hee. so pro right!! lol. wish we had more time to try the surfing, and also try wakeboarding! but time constraint ): aft the sea sports we went to east coast park for another world game. in this world game we are supposed to use candle to burn down the structure to save our BL. there will be defenders to protect the structure and also ppl who blow out opponents' candle. our world we lost cos the wind direction wasnt to our advantage! ): then after the game it was night cycling, where we cycled from east coast park back to ntu. haha. it was quite fun la. my contact lens were very dry and i didnt bring my specs to change out. so half the time i was either cycling with one eye closed or both eyes closed. lol. then my og mates and gls will say, "eh ngehwee dun fall aslp!" haha.

fifth day morning was games where we tried out some less known sports like canoe polo, scuba diving, touch rug, handball, dodgeball, fencing and inline hockey. haha. canoe polo very hard to manoeuvre around! scuba diving we only get to try breathing thru and mouth piece and wearing the googles and flippers. quite lame la, not enough time. lol. during the first game of dodgeball got one time i was the last man standing for my og. haha. hit bu dao wo de. lol. pro right?! heehee. handball is actually quite fun!! (: fencing we only learnt to hold the weapon (dunno what its called le. haha), learnt to poke and move forward, backwards and lunge. haha. quite lame also cos not enough time i thought we will get to fence with each other!! hee. inline hockey was quite lame too cos 2 ogs to one station at any time right, then the two ogs all the guys dunno how to skate. haha. only 6 gals noe how to skate.lol. then i am such a noobish skater somemore. lol. so anyway those of us who noe how to skate we learnt to pass the ball (ok, its not a ball more like a disc-like thing. haha) and we played monkey with it. haha. but we got see those pro inline hockey play. really very zai and cool. lol. after all the games we went for our amazing race! the amazing race super large scale de, it spans over 2 days. haha. flag off was a game where a guy and a gal has to run from the field to the grandstand and open two cards. if both cards show programmers in charge of the same event then its a match if not the station master will tell u the events the 2 programmers are in charge of and then u have to go back to the field and the next pair carry on. so there's 10 pairs of programmers to match. each og got 5 guys 5 gals, but our og only got 4 gals cos 1 pul out, then that day we only had 3 gals cos 1 left to attend to something and out of 3 gals, one injured and cannot really run so the other gal and i have to keep alternating super tiring! we were the 7th grp to flag off i think. our grp quite good cos we solved the clues quite fast. esp got one station at k box, its like shi zi lu kou where the last word of the song title must be the same yin as the first word of the next song, then need to start with the word ai and end with the word ni with at least 5 songs. this one our grp very fast i think we overtook 2 who reached b4 us. lol. but cos our grp got this gal cannot run due to her injury who couldnt pia and we were quite slow. ): and we got "yielded" at one station, which means the grp b4 us use the yield card which means that our grp has to stay at a place for 20 mins before we can continue with the amazing race. during the race got a station is abseiling de. there got a very long waiting time cos can only do one grp at a time. our grp was bottom 5 at that point i think. then at that station the injured gal was running a fever so she got sent home. in the end cos the waiting time too long our grp didnt get to abseil. after the abseiling station there was 2 more stations we just chionged all the way to try to catch up. last station was at changi beach where we pitch the tent and then ran to a place to clock our timing for first day, which is 11 h 2 mins. then that night another guy got fever and was sent home.

next day our grp was the second wave to flag off. flag off was at 645am. flagoff race was to pass 10 balls with our feet, which our grp lost. so we had to go to this station and finish 4 loaves of bread before we get to open up our clue card. and that morning another gal left for something so our group only had 6 ppl!! 4 guys 2 gals. i ate 9-10 pieces of bread la. lol. then this clue was very hard, a lot of groups went to the wrong place, including my grp. haha. in the end we took the 1 hour penalty to get the location from the event ic. the whole race is so secretive even the gls and the programmer following us dunno the venues and all our hp, including the gl ones are sealed. anyway we chionged and ran everywhere for the second day and we were the fourth grp to reach the finishing point!! (: 8 h plus. oh second day got this station at jurong frog pond where we are supposed to catch the frogs from a pail and put them into another pail. haha. the frogs look so sian diao they didnt even bother to struggle. lol. i think they were being squashed too many times. hahahaha. then along the race we got this 100 subtask list which we can choose to do anytime to get bonus time off from our total timing. one of it is to get 16 strands of leg hair. then someone just went to paste the sports tape on this guy leg and tore it off. then got chao duo hair come off. HAHAHAHA.

after the amazing race was sp night. i super suay i got this guy who is quite prominent in his world de and his gls, and abls and all the seniors in his world just keep following us from station to station and disturbing us!! then we got all the very bad forfeits. roar. like for eg got this station one of the seniors put the tic tac toe sweet on the guy's tongue then supposed to pass the sweet from his mouth to mine using the tongues only. but we very smart la, he just tilt his head and the sweet rolled onto my tongue. never even touch dao each other. hahahaha. then the senior just stun and let us move on. LOL. somemore apparently all the seniors including the programmers know his bro which makes it even worse. haha. some of the freshies got seniors cos got ppl got sick and sent home and stuff then their forfeits worse cos their forfeits are GL-standard. haha. so after the various stations its buffet dinner. and cos its sat then got fireworks from the ndp rehearsal! (:

last day was the finale game, which was very tiring. but a lot of waiting around la, cos our world was the last to go. the finale game we were all supposed to jump down from the diving tower (gals from the 3 m plank and guys from the 5 m one), swim 50 m, climb this super high flight of stairs and carry two gals in a sedan. one sedan is carried by 4 guys the other one is carried by 6 gals. i got help to carry!! heavy sia my left shoulder aching more than my right one cos of this. haha. then we had to do mud crawl on our back, followed by going thru this dark tunnel. at the mud crawl got a guy's feet kicked into my right eye and cause my right eye to have mud inside la. so i was going thru the tunnel with one eye closed. and somewhere along i think my contact len fell out cos i could find it when i tried to take it out in the toilet after the finale. anyway after the tunnel the sedans are carried by guys. then we had to carry 8 fieldpacks among the gals down a flight of stairs and up a steep slope while the guys have to carry the jerry cans. the field packs very heavy, got 10 kg like that. i got carry one! (: see im so strong right! hee. i cant remember the order where we do the things le. haha. but got one station the gals have to pull the guys on a tyre across a distance. then got a station where everyone has to cross the river using a rope to pull along. then got this station where the guys are supposed to form a human pyramid up a slope with a canvas sheet and detergent water pouring down and 11 gals and 5 guys are supposed to step on the guys to come up the slope. then got another station where all the gals are supposed to climb onto a lorry and the guys have to pull the lorry up a certain dist on the slope. cant remember if there's anymore stations anot. anyway our world got the shortest timing! and throughout the race we are supposed to carry around this block of tofu and protect it and our world's tofu was the best! it only broke into two pieces. (: but i think got 2 gals fall out from the finale so we didnt get the best finale): but its a once in a lifetime experience!!

the days after sports camp i have been slacking at home. haha. slept super long everyday and only went out to buy food and for tuition. lol. later got tuition again and got sports mambo, which i dunno if im going anot. haha. anyway i got dropped out of hall camp cos i didnt confirm my attendance with my gl. haha. hope he's not pissed off by me. xP. also a good thing la, cos aft sports camp i didnt want to go for hall camp anymore. lol.

2009-07-13T10:30:00.002+08:00

havent blog so super long and suddenly got the mood to blog, so here goes. start from 6/7, first day of bizioacctive!!!

day 1:
meeting time was 10, my group is VIOLET (from the incredibles) and our og colour was aqua blue. we all bought the same shirt from baleno, the shirt super cheap, only $3.50, dunno why so cheap also. haha. anyway first day was pool games at nus pool. frankly speaking i dun think the pool games are fun :S its supposed to be the wet and dirty day but its not dirty at all, so disappointing. haha. my idea of dirty is real dirty, like mud and stuff. HAHAHA. and the mass game was like... lame. lol. ohh and the food sucks. jessie catering. NEVER EVER order from them. my og mate found WORM in her veg in TWO meals. she's damn suay lah. haha. during dinner time we keep playing games like"open close", "how many meh meh jump over the wall" and "yellow magic". very entertaining cos vincent zhengchen and zhaoqing always cannot get it. HAHAHAH. then at night we had a game called "food channel". its quite an interesting game actually. we are supposed to go 3 supper spots and intro 3 dishes through a 3 mins video (each) than fits our theme. so our theme was uniquely singapore, and we are supposed to include characters like pck, liang po po, gary ng, steven lim etc in our video. haha. and i role-played pck, which caused alot of the ogls and main com ppl to know me as pck. -.- haha.
oh, and our group is known as the group that can't cheer. HAHAHA.
after food channel, which ends around 1230, we played india poker in our room (seminar room at smu). we are super high when we are alone. LOL. so there was a few very amusing forfeits. HAHA. one of them were to be carried out the next day during morning briefing! xP

day 2:
so in the morning, vincent was supposed to do his forfeit: which is to stand up and say give me 1 silent clap *clap* shhhhh when one of the ppl is briefing us. HAHAHA. he stood up and sat down twice before he dare to do his forfeit HAHAHA. frankie was saying " let me tell u all a leng xiao hua" and vincent stood up and say " give me 1 silent clap." HAHAHA. anyway second day was some sort of amazing race. we are supposed to bid the order in which we were to leave for the race. min bid 100, min increment 10. our group bid 150 and we were the highest bidder. haha. so we left with two other groups. went chinatown where most of the checkpoints are eating. lol. first one is suan lai station where we had to play hai dai quan with the station masters and drink the suan lai tang with extra chilli if we lose any one out of 3 games. haha. then there's some guess-the-food game where the bindfolded person is supposed to guess the food. all the food have super long names! like the 9-layer kueh have to list the 9 colours (eg shocking pink, dirty green, lime green, mandarin orange, orangey red etc). haha. then 2 feeding games: one using non-master hand and 1 blindfolded, one game where a gal and a guy supposed to go down and up the stairs with a veg/noodle/meat between their mouths, and a eat you tiao game. haha. then off to clarke quay where we have to walk three-legged to the other side of the river and say a cheer, a game where we are supposed to memorise arrangement of poker cards, a short passage and 5 calculation questions, a short performance at the outdoor threatre at esplanade (where i played pck again zzz haha), find 9 guys to leave their lipstick print on a piece of paper, and to marina square to take photos with eg a gal with 3 pins, a clock showing 3 etc.... and finally back to smu!! our group was 2nd, we chionged all the way. haha.

then it was free and easy till the rest of the groups came back. bathed and played more games in our room and thought of some lame things to do after all the activities today. haha. dinner was buffet but didnt eat much cos it wasnt very nice. haha. then at night got photohunt around smu. bid to decide who leave first agn, our group hand in the bid too late so we went last. got sabo by some group and couldnt find one of our clue. damn sian. so nvm we continued playing the game though we didnt complete it. along the way we did two bonus tasks. one is like cherade, the other one is some hamster stuffing game. supposed to stuff food into the food with biting and swallowing. haha. xiangshan super imba, just stuff the two buns in and the whole packet of yan yan. haha. after the game we learnt the triuni cheer! haha. quite funny. anyway the photohunt all the groups got the same points in the end cos the game is flawed yay haha.

and at night we carried out our last activity!! went to all the ogs in incredibles and did our sleeping bag dance!!! HAHAHA. went hq also and there was this plan that someone in main cmm and some one from the og must go into the same sleeping bag and dance. haha. so the main comm volunteered roger the chairperson while we played india poker to decide. joker means instant death. AND I GOT THE JOKER!!! HAHAHA. and vincent was like everyone still must draw later maybe someone will get the colour joker and he got the colour joker!!!! hahahaha. so he got another forfeit. LOL. vincent is the forfeit king, he got all the forfeits. HAHA.

after the crazy sleeping bag adventure, most of the guys and 3 gals (lorraine, charmaine and i) went for supper at mac. and after supper we stayed outside our room and talked till around 430am before we get ready for sleep and slept at 445. haha.

day 3:
the last day was spent at sentosa. in the morning played traffic light with the rest of the og who werent there during last night's talk. haha. sentosa games were quite fun: first one is dig for icecream sticks, then have to hook a bag towards us, then have to use a water gun to shoot down tissue paper with ice cream sticks in it, then counting game, then piecing the ice cream sticks tgt to form a msg. haha. second game was supposed to fill a pail with enough water to overflow the ping pong balls inside. bonus points was dunking frankie. crushed his shades during the process. our og strategy was not to go after him but the snatch him from the other og when they are nearing the waters. haha. the gals just pull the guys away. lol. third was a dog and bone plus sandwich making game. got this round the gals were really violent. they just keep hitting lorraine's hand. last game was a game where the gal has to smear her face in a tray of flour, burst a balloon witht the butt, crack an egg and stepped on a alum tray before the guy piggyback the gal to look for a photo and match it to the name. then got the bonus round of forming a circle/triangle/square with everyone blind folded. we got a triangle (through bidding).

then it was lunch. oh ya i lost my water bottle (given out during the camp)!! couldnt find it at all although my name is on it. roar. anyway i got another water bottle, but diff colour. and that day was the first time i drink red bull!! lol. quite nice really. xP

after lunch it was house vs house game. first is tug o war which i didnt join, just cheer them on. then during the freshies aganist ogl against main comm round zc vin char lorr and i climbed onto this rock thing and was cheering them on. haha. we were super high man. lol. then next game was a running game which lorr zc vin xs and hmm i cannot remember who and i joined. all from violet. hahha. we were supposed to link our hands and everyone has to carry a sandbag and run in this triangle and try to tag the team in front of us while the rest not running throw water bombs at the runners. haha. and we won!!! lol. its really quite fun cos u feel like u are being pulled along by the person in front. haha. last part was the dunking. haha. char and lorr protected me from being dunked by the guys! haha (: char heard "nh attack" and she was like, "no, no nh attack!" haha. (: so we werent dunked. (:

so washed up, and took bus back to smu. chiong for shower. haha. was very scared they would show the pck video cos its so diu lian but luckily they didnt! (: char says frankie says he's going to upload all the videos onto the fb group oh no!! haha. our og was first!!!! haha. we got 100 dollars marche vouchers and 3 ice cream cakes, but gave one to our sister og!! haha. after break camp the guys plus us three gals (char lorr and i) plus ogls went for dinner and sat and talked till 1120 b4 we left to catch the train. haha. (: we are going to arrange outing this weekend to celebrate 4 birthdays! 2 on 16th and 2 on 19th! worx so qiao!

thurs: tuition was cancelled. went weiting's house to play mj with bryan and biqi. lost abit of money. haha. then went sg's house to eat dinner and helped him plot his flying stuff for agc. he has alot of things to study man. hee. jiayou jiayou!

fri: went to work, despite cramps and cough cos shortage of manpower. got call from ntu sports camp! i belong to pebbles from toons world! (:

sat: woke up feeling quite sick. feverish and very bad cough. so called in sick for work and sg bought me porridge for breakfast. watched dvd and slept. haha. sg went out to buy cough syrup, which wasnt much use to my cough. haha. xP. he went home in the early afternoon and i spent the day sleeping and watching dvd. lol.

sun: still sick. went to see doc. gave me strong med that caused me to be drowsy and kept sleeping again. apparently the med like not much use again roar. fever gone but runny nose. got call from nbs camp!! (: my group achmed. told the ogl i couldnt go for pre camp. she said she will email me the details and her contact number but she still havent! roar. been checking my email ever so frequently. haha. hope she email me soon! i very paranoid de, i scared she reject me cos i say i cannot go pre camp. haha. but jm and i have decided to pon awards ceremony tgt to go pre camp! lol.

today: still sick. cough until my sides ache. drowsy from med. haha. feeling weak and like no muscle control. haha. hands trembling minutely oh no. but have to go tuition later! really hope i recover completely soon!

2009-06-30T23:35:00.003+08:00

hasnt have time to slack properly at home since i quitted. haha. not enough sleep recently, my eyebags are starting to appear. lol.

sat: tuition in the morning, went to sg's house to watch transformers 1. ate popiah and nasi lemak that his mum cooked and tried to help his sis solve a question (a qn in actuarial sci using integration de. haha). then he went to play ball while i went for dance. at night, we watched transformer 2 tgt! hmm actually i dun really find transformers especially nice, dun really noe wat's the hype about. haha. the movie is sooo longg can. haha.

sun: was supposed to have class breakfast at cityhall, but last min i got called up for relief class. so went cck to relief, then go for ballet, then go for tuition, then go meet sg at causeway point for dinner. one day go like 4 places, gan lai gan qu, quite tired actually. really feel like resting and slacking. haha. anyway we wanted to use this $40 vouchers that sg's mum has for jack's place so we went there to eat. but when we were abt to make payment, the waiter told us that the vouchers have alr expired. hahaha. so have to pay lo. lol. that time got once we wanted to use the voucher in the end also didnt cos it needs sg's mum's signature. lol.

and sat and sun i kept watching ppl play some "sweet land" thing in arcade that is super addictive. it makes me want to play too. haha. but its a waste of money la.

mon: was supposed to go running with sg in the morning but we were both too lazy. haha. so we met in the afternoon for lunch at pasta fresca da salvatore. haha long name right, its at bkt timah there, near the apple strudel house. sg's sis fave restaurant. lol. i had some lasagne dish which was quite rich. u will love it if u like cheese alot. haha. sg has some salmon thing which was quite rich too (as in the taste of salmon is present on the pasta). then we went to ritz apple strudel to have a slice of cheesecake. haha. wanted to eat apple strudel de, but i was too full. lol. then i went to kt to relief class.

today: met jm and her classmate peiyu to go ntu for the medical checkup. the whole thing took quite long. then went to je swimming complex to play with sg! haha. we didnt swim at all, just went to the wave pool, lazy river, slides and jacuzzi pool. haha. then i have to go relief class at gombak and then tuition at night.

ok i just counted: sat i went 3 places, sun 4, mon 2, today 4! hai no wonder i feel so exhausted. lol. and tmr im going running with sg in the morning, then dim sum with colleagues, then 2 tuition! wah, at least 4 places to run to agn. haha.

2009-06-25T09:01:00.006+08:00

ytd was an eventful day!! haha. woke up in the early morning to meet sg to do a blood group test so i will know my blood grp for camp. haha. wanted to go bukitbatok polyclinic. alighted at batok then walked around for about 45 minutes but we still couldnt find the polyclinic!!! towards the end sg was saying there may not be a polyclinic nearby at all and he's going to kill me if he go home and find out there's no bukit batok polyclinic. haha. so we gave up and we just went to a random clinic to do my blood group test. took queue number then go subway for breakfast cos the doc hasnt arrived. okk so throughout the whole time i was thinking blood group test is just like a blood glucose test and i will know my blood group instantly cos that's what my colleagues told me on mon. so i went in and told the doc i want to do a blood grp test and the doc said, "ok i need to draw some blood." i was like "huh?!!! i thought just use the stapler thing can le?!!!" haha my reaction damn big. and i took damn long to draw that minute amt of blood cos im scared of needles!!! hahaha. super funny to sg la he was so amused he keep saying i noob after that. ): lol.

then we went to take a bus to bbdc to set up an acc! at the bus stop i saw that alot of buses go to the polyclinic stop!!! haha we walked in the wrong direction that's why couldnt find the polyclinic. actually wanted to try enrol for btt tgt with sg b4 he go for his agc but no suitable timing and date. so i think im taking btt first, but havent book the date yet.haha. and then we proceed to walking back to gombak station. halfway to the station, sg received a call from bbdc, cos he left his wallet there. so we have to walk all the way back to bbdc and walked to gombak again!! haha. and then sg went home to order-pizza-and-slack day while i met with wanlin anthony cheryl jialian etc etc to go for the much-anticipated (HAHAHA) eoa appreciation day!!! there was buffet lunch catered (food ok la not say very nice but the mango sago quite nice!) and then its the karaoke competition. haha. took lots of camwhore photos!! xP and lizhen and rena brought their kids there! haha and we kept playing them. there was farewell gift for us (file, foolscap, and a book. sounds like those orientation camp goodie bag! lol. but what do u expect lo i worked at a tuition centre. hahaha) which anthony bought home for me first cos i was going town to meet cat and its too bulky.

on the mrt to town, i was standing in front of this mother and daughter pair and looking out of the window stoning. the gal was holding a sketchbook and sketching. after 5 mins or so i look down at her sketch book and we was drawing the necklace on this pic of a gal. and i thought the necklace looks like the one i was wearing. then i saw her looking up at me (or more specifically at my necklace) and drawing and i realise she was actually drawing me!!! hahahha. she just decide to draw a random passenger! lol. i just pretend i didnt noe and let her complete her drawing. then i took a photo of the drawing and of her!!! hahaha.

the artist!

the drawing. doesnt look like me at all la. hahaha.

was supposed to meet cat at 420 so we can catch the 430 show but we were both late! so we decided to catch the 7plus show instead and we went to shop at far east!!! i bought a bag, black shorts, a belt and a necklace!! and cat also bought stuff! like, finally i see her buy things. hahaha. and thre was a dress that i wanted to buy but i didnt!! and i have decided that i should not buy it cos i have alr spent so much this month!!! )): but its really a nice dress and the price is ok...... aiya by the time i go there again sure sold out le there's only one piece left!! ): hope i find something similar at same price next time. haha. and cos we were having so much fun shopping we decided to watch the 9plus show instead!!! hahaha. we watched drag me to hell. its a funny, gory, absurd and scary show!! haha. but cat doesnt like the ending cos the kind-hearted gal who didnt do anything wrong except to refuse an loan extension died!

ok now pictures!!!

anthony with lizhen's child! she's so cute, esp in this photo! haha

rena's and lizhen's child

i woke up very early today cos was supposed to have tuition in the morning, but its cancelled last min!! today is my 2nd last day of work!! after i quit im going to adopt a healthy lifestyle and exercise more!! FAT now. ): so cat, we can go gym tgt!! (:

2009-06-24T00:07:00.002+08:00

haha today im so excited about tmr and next wed!!!!! weeee. haha. my colleagues are so fun!! i <3 them hahaha. omg we were all damn excited !!! lol. wanlin cheryl anthony and i. hahahahaha. wee. wahaha i still havent say what we are so hyped up about! lol. hmmm.... dun tell u! lol. okok la, tmr we got this eoa appreciation day thingy where there is a karaoke competition. haha. no no we are all not competing, but im excited cos we can talk and gossip the entire day without having to work!!! yippee!!! hahaha. then we say if its very boring den we pon tgt go have our own outing. lol. today very funny ah, anthony and i keep suaning each other about our july roster. HAHAHAHA. he was like saying ppl take 5 days leave i work 5 days HAHAHAHA. then he's a slacker keep taking leave. LOL. no lah, he going camp. HAHAHA but i keep asking him to come back to work. lol. aiya im just damn high damn excited Wooohoooo!!!! ahaha. sorry im not making sense ah. lol.

next week BG outing!! and lets crash glasshouse! hahah. shit but i got tuition roar. my tutee still dun want to tell me wat time!!!!!! ahhh. feel like postponing but cannot cos they next day have paper. hah. ehh tmr im going to find out my blood type. haha. hope triunicamp still have place!!! i really want to go!!!! yup and im shopping online agn (3rd time im buying). haha. so excited!!!

2009-06-20T04:05:00.002+08:00

went Arena with wanlin rena jianhong kengwah (colleagues) just now. I left work earlier than them so i went to meet sg at cck and had ajisen for dinner. sg is finally recovering from his weird illness and he was very chatty just now. hahaha. xP. Left ajisen too late and i didnt managed to shop at COTTON ON!!! )): i MUST go there soon. hahaha. just basic tee and maybe that black shorts! sg was like practically pulling me out from the shop cos i was running late to meet my colleagues. haha. so i rushed home to change out of my OL clothes (office lady hahahaha) and cabbed down to clarke quay to meet them. (: bumped into them en route to the mrt station and we walked down to arena. first time there, and first time i really danced (like, shake abt hahaha) at a club. lol. and i conclude that i really prefer whisky and burboun (?sp) over all the other types of alcohols (eg vodka, tequila, rum. dun remember wat else i have tried b4. hahaha)

cabbed home with kw at around 2.(: tmr im going to buy my pointe shoes, go ballet then go tuition! think im giving mk's house a miss cos next day i have tuition and ballet also.

2009-06-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

hallo everybody who is taking biz and/or acct. lets go join the tri uni camp!!! haha. its cross-uni camp organised by smu ntu and nus!!! 6-8th july!!!!! join join!!! tell me if u joining k i feel like joining!!! hahahaha super excited. http://www.triunicamp.com/

would have reg now immed if i noe my blood type. hahaha zzz then i have to go find out my blood type just cos of this?!!!! lol

2009-06-15T01:34:00.002+08:00

wahh i havent blog for two weeks. everyday once i reach home i will watch my dvd. lol. anyway there's also nothing much for me to blog about recently. but i have an impulse to blog today (after the drought for the past two weeks) and i dun want to be accused of neglecting my blog like jm. haha. altho there's really nothing much to say. sg came back from brunei on mon and was very nearly quarantined because he was having a fever. but he was allowed to come home cos brunei is not a hot zone. but i didnt see him on mon and tues, even though i have alr took leave on tues intending to spend time with him on his offday. so anyway tues i went back to gombak to relief class and after that stayed back to help and then to sing k. didnt really sing but played bridge instead. haha. then went to have supper at EAT. at railway mall. first time eating there. the minced meat noodle really not bad and its open 24 hours.

on tues, sg wasnt feeling well still so he took MC on wed and i went his house to visit him for a while. played xiang4 qi and i won him on the 3rd round. haha. lunched, watched tv and slept for an hour or so then i left for tuition. thurs work, fri took leave agn to spend time with sg. fri's leave was taken quite last min and i felt a lil bad abt it. haha. somemore tues alr took leave. i try to make myself feel better by thinking that i went back to work still on tues. haha. went cine to watch blood with sg. its not really nice. walked around abit and ate an early dinner at waruku before we left cos i have to go back to relief class (again).

sat work, then ballet then went to meet jm and co for chat. haha. so unluckily my phone went flat before i reached town and they changed location but i didnt noe. and i only can memorise sg's and my house number. lol. so i tried calling sg for x times b4 he finally picked up and asked him to call mk to find out the location. lol. and finally met up with them at heeren basement. lol. just sat there and talked with them until 11plus before we all head home. lol

sun ballet, then went sg's house to meet him. poor sg is still sick after so longg. ): i think he got some viral infection. hai. hope he gets well soon! im excited abt bali trip! (:

2009-06-01T23:11:00.004+08:00

note to self: things to do

1. cut hair + decide whether to dye/perm/rebond my hair or leave it as it is = at least $20 for cut hair?

2. change phone HAHAHA = $350

3. get ballet stuff! pointe shoes, tights, new leotard = $100 [ballet is an expensive thing lol]

4. stuff for uni: laptop [no hurry], bag, clothes!!!!!! GSS lol. = ???
5. debit card + ibanking? really dun wish to sign up for ibanking yet but without it inter-bank transfer is so ma fan.

so that's where my money is going to this month. haha. tired now... hasnt been getting much sleep recently.

sat: went back to gombak to relief class till 2plus. too late to meet ber and co le so went to have lunch ALONE (lol im a loner) then go ballet. after ballet went to meet zh yq mel and rae at yq's house where we have dinner and watched tv while yq and mel do yq's "homework". lol.

okk maybe i want to mention how zh was very nice to walk me home and waited downstairs for me when i took the lift up with this stranger. haha. thumbs up. lol. any gal interested? lol.

sun: ballet then went iluma at bugis to meet them to cut cake for ber's birthday! (: after that went bugis street for shopping with mel rae and eve. bought a top, a pair of shorts, a dress and a belt! haha. then went off to tutor iype.

things that have been on my mind recently: trying to find someone to take over one of my tutees and roommate for ntu hall. haha.

meeting cat on wed for gym, lunch and shoppingggg!!

i like this photo. he looks so cute here. lol

what we cooked last christmas:

he's going into the jungle tmr! im sure he will be fine. (:

2009-05-30T00:03:00.002+08:00

yup so sg left for brunei this morning. i made him the card above. took half day leave on thurs to spend time with him before he leaves for brunei. went to jp to eat kuishinbo buffet with him! my second time at kuishinbo, the first time was express lunch with my mum. i think desmy was right when she said that dinner is more worthwhile, because of the soft shell crab. haha. the soft shell crab ( ok actually the shell not soft at all can. its just crab. with super long legs. sorry im damn noob i dunno what they are called. lol) is really quite nice! the things i recommend u try are: the crabs, mussels if u like them, though i personally prefer oyster, salmon (there's lots of them!! (: ), the teppanyaki style dishes (limited to 2 per pax), takoyaki if u are a fan like me, the toriQ thing though they are not hot, the friend prawn not bad too, and save a half-filled stomach for the dessert!! they have a wide assortment of desserts for u to choose from!! hee. but sg and i were too full we just had 1-2 bites for most things. haha.

and so im not going to see sg for the next 10 days till 8june! he said he can come home the night he touch down. and that day i happen to work till 7pm, so hopefully can meet! if not hopefully i can take leave on 9june to spend time tgt!!

okk im hungry now i shall go eat the subway cookie i bought this afternoon. haha. and mark the p5 essays roar. must give back to the teacher tmr. and prepare for tmr's p6 eng class. haha. and yayy tmr im finally going to see ber and co!!! yay.

2009-05-26T00:02:00.004+08:00

spent the last 2 hours or so reading my past entries. haha. i enjoy reading my own entries. they bring back a lot of memories. And i saw the entry with my 09 resolutions. since its now almost halfway through the year, i shall have another look at my resolutions and see what i have achieved so far:

1. swim, run, gym, dance!
hmmm hasnt gone to the gym at all this year. hasnt been doing much swimming or running too. haha.
2. flat tummy and toned arms. haha.
i have foresight to put this as one of my resolutions cos i so far away from a flat tummy and toned arms. haha.
3. recover from my tendon pain. (like 2 months le)
nope havent recover. ): more than half a year le.
4. get a scholarship (still hoping for GIC. ): ) and an uni place (LSE LSE?).
got one, but not overseas one. oh well, be contented.
5. dun overspend on my pay.
haha foresight again. lol. my expenses very high leh. most go to transport and food. my basic expenditure is like 300 a mth, cos i pay for all my three meals almost everyday.
6. spend as much weekends with sg as possible!!! esp. if im going to go overseas to study. ):
no longer going overseas to study le. but still have to treasure our weekends cos he's will be going AGC and basic wing soooooooon.
7. kelong/genting with sg? haha.
got bintan trip with him alr. (:
8. 4As and at least B for GP, pretty please?
ok, failed this. ): hai.

today is sg's first day at AFS! didnt talk to him over the phone at all. hai. nvm. took half day leave to see him on thurs b4 he goes brunei!

i'm having some prob accepting the ntu scholarship! roar. maybe i will try tmr at work or sth. lol

2009-05-25T00:53:00.002+08:00

first i want to start off by telling the 2a gals (cat eve rae mel anna eileen qh jm, though qh and jm are going away for their taiwan trip soon rahh so envious. ): ) + zh ber mk yq marcus gs that i want to see u all again soon pls arrange something over the weekend. HAHAHA. very sadd leh, this weekend nothing!! the last time i see the guys (excluding zh whom i just saw on thurs) was on the chinatown ktv day; the last time i saw the gals (excluding cat whom i believe i havent seen for one whole month!!) was the picnic @ anna's hse. the recent outings -- stayover at mk's, dinner@hollandV and hc dance night i all didnt go! ): must call me up for outing soon k if not the melancholic side of me is going to suspect that im slowly being excluded from the grp NOOOOOO!! lol hahaha.

okk so now i shall start talking abt my days. lets back date to thurs!

took leave on thurs to prepare and go for sg's social night. met zh at bpp then waited for sg to cab down from his house to pick us up, then went to pick peckhwang up at her house before heading to marriott. glad to have ppl i noe there because i dun like to socialise and talk to strangers. lol. the programme (ie games) was so-so only, i lost interest in following some of the games halfway and. the food was not bad though, but the waiters were in too much of a hurry to clear our plates. like even before half of the table has finished their food the waiter will come and clear the plates of those who have finished. and the waiter actually cleared away the serving bowl of the sharks' fins soup when there is at least 2 bowls worth of soup left and without asking us!! haha. i was like complaining to sg abt it and we were saying must be they want to have the soup for themselves after the dinner. lol. aft the dinner sg's dad came to fetch us. bathed, cooked and ate instant bee hoon (like instant noodles like that) then watched charlie and the chocolate factory. haha. but we gave up halfway cos we were both bored. lol. we stopped somewhere after the oompa-lompa or sth sing for the second time. haha.

fri: morning had breakfast with sg. went home to bathe and change then go work. relieved two classes and was really exhausted by them man. talked non-stop and didnt rest for the entire 4 hours cos they kept asking me questions! after the classes my cheek muscles were abit suan. hahaha. met sg after work for supper at mac then go home.

sat: in the morning went to relief class again. luckily this class was better-behaved. but now i have one whole stack of worksheets to mark tmr/tues. after that met sg at west mall to watch star trek. the movie was not bad, though all the travelling back in time took me awhile to piece everything tgt. haha. the show made me want to board a spaceship!! hee. like so interesting to be part of the crew! after the movie went to ballet. after ballet went home and sg came to my house later at night to attempt to fix my com. i switch on the mains for him and he pressed the "on" button on the CPU and miraculously, the CPU started running and the com was fine. -.- so he didnt fix anything after all. he was lucky that the com happened to be fine that night lo. cos i tried to switch it on this morning but it failed again. but tonight when i came back my sis was using it. zz. my com has mood swings now. ):

sun: went for my practical at 11 plus! finally had my practical after so longggg!!!! im alr going to quit in one month's time lo. haha. but at least now i get allowance for relieving and i can take up the intensive coaching classes in june! after the practical went to sg's house and i went prawning with his family!! haha. my virgin experience prawning!! hahaha. we went to pasir ris park there and paid 78 bucks for 4 rods for 2 hours!

at the end of the two hours, we caught nine prawns:
sg's bro: 5
sg's dad: 3
me: 1 !!!
and guess how many sg caught? zero. haha. xP. okk lah, not entirely cos he's lousy, the prawns there dun bit the bait much. sg's bro say ang mo kio one easier to catch the prawns! so we are going to go there one day! (: ehh sorry i didnt have any photos abt the prawning experience cos my hands were dirty from segmenting earthworms and hooking them onto my hook. HAHAHA. sg said he was surprised that i dare to touch the earthworms! lol.

after that, we went to have dinner at east coast park! ordered a lot of food: sugar cane juice, coconut, satays, satay bee hoon, stingray, kangkong, and half a duck! haha. then went back to sg's house, watch him pack his bag for book in tmr and his mum sent me home!

yupps as u can see this weekend i only went out with sg. so the usual 2a clique we shall meet up this coming weekend k? (: so far coming weekend i only have ballet classes so i'm free! haha sg wouldnt be in spore this weekend. boo. haha

2009-05-21T00:59:00.002+08:00

haha koped this from rae's blog.

Paranoid:
Low
Schizoid:
Low
Schizotypal:
Low
Antisocial:
Low
Borderline:
Low
Histrionic:
Moderate
Narcissistic:
High
Avoidant:
Low
Dependent:
Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:
Low

lol actually i noe my results would be narcisstic even bfore i started doing it. HAHAHA.

another test:

Your dating personality profile:

Athletic - Physical fitness is one of your priorities. You find the time to work athletic pursuits into your schedule. You enjoy being active.
Sensual - You are not particularly shy when it comes to your sexuality. You know what you like and do not feel inhibited.
Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Athletic
2. Sensual
3. Adventurous
4. Liberal
5. Practical
6. Wealthy/Ambitious
7. Intellectual
8. Big-Hearted
9. Stylish
10. Romantic

Your date match profile:

Athletic - You aren't looking for a couch potato. You seek someone who is active and who keeps his body in top shape.
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Sensual - You aren't looking for someone who is sexually repressed. You want someone who is adventurous under the covers.

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Athletic
2. Practical
3. Sensual
4. Outgoing
5. Adventurous
6. Intellectual
7. Wealthy/Ambitious
8. Romantic
9. Big-Hearted
10. Conservative

Take the Dating Profile Quiz at Would I Date You

2009-05-21T00:27:00.002+08:00

ytd, there was a training session + personality test + karaoke competition for part-timers at my company. so didnt do any work at all. haha. for the personality test, there are 4 diff types of personality, and somehow my results turned out to be very balanced. haha. altho everyone thinks that i should be a S (Sanguine). lol. and i thought i would be S too. haha. the questionaire actually consist of 40 questions, 20 about the good traits of each personality and 20 on the bad traits. i went to find out i have more good or bad traits of each personality since my results are so equal and i realised most of my bad traits come from C! (choleric or sth, forget le) haha. means im very domineering and bossy. :S hahahaha. the karaoke competition was okk, after the k there's a new scandal pair in the cop - wanlin and jianhong (someone from pub)!! lol. super funny lah cos among the 8 contestants they are the only ones unattached. lol. ohh and for the k com there are actually posters for each contestant and wanlin's poster is very nice! haha. after the k com i stayed back tgt with anthony wanlin shufang and noeleen to sing more k!! lol. and mr peh sent us home after that and i reached home at 2am. lol. oh ya, mr peh ask wanlin to take jianhong's motorcycle! lol then he drove behind them to ensure her safety. haha. and shuf meng take pics of them (on mr peh's orders) hahahaha. super funny lah.

today was offday! i slept damn late last night (abt 5am) then woke up at 11 plus today to pei my mum have lunch. went jp to meet her and ate at fig and olive. its actually not bad! just that the portion abit small? then we walked around jp and oh dear i bought quite a few stuff: 1 tank top, 1 shawl-like jacket, nail polish, organiser, hair clip, jewellery-making stuff (i want to make a necklace for myself! hahaha). and after that on the way to tuition i went north point cos its still too early and i bought a tube top. :/ i totally should keep away from shopping centres. hahaha. i want to get a plain white tee soon. (: ohh, and today is a bump-into-ppl day. i saw six and tessa at jp and meijie at the underpass to north point. lol. the encounter with six is the funniest cos i was in the toilet and she was in the cubicle beside mine and i heard her friends mention her name then i heard her talking to her friends and i was quite sure its her. so after i came out from my cubicle i loitered awhile and waited for her to come out. hahahaha.

2009-05-17T22:44:00.004+08:00

just talked to sg on the phone. haha(: this week is a short week for him cos thurs social night den fri,sat,sun off! yay. (:

and i just typed my resignation letter. will be handing it in tmr. 26june will be my last day! after handing in my resignation letter i plan to go and tell mr tan to help me look out for ad-hoc relief in july. haha. oh and after blogging i shall go see when's the next btt. im going to finally start learning driving! (:

anyway i havent seen the guys and cat for super long le. ): the guys 2 weeks and cat like 3 weeks? haiyo. this weekend the meetup was stayover at mk's which i didnt go cos it was too late le. lol. what happened on sat was: work from 930am till 4, go for ballet, den go sg's house to cook! whoops. we havent cook for very long!!! and here's what we managed to whipped up, in like 1 and a half hour's time. haha

looks great right! i swear we did this all by our own. including marinating it. the recipe come from internet. some hosiin sauce, honey, garlic, pepper and water! then put them in the toaster (or oven)! it tasted as great as it looks! haha. just that abit too much sauce.

too lil dou mian. lol.

haha this is supposed to be tie ban tou fu BUT SG FORGOT TO BUY TOU FU! hahahahaha. it still taste great anyway, just abit too much pepper on the meat. lol. and sg's house actually got the hot plate thing. wahh. haha.

and can u believe it we finished up all the food by ourselves! lol. we should totally change our msn nick to "we love cooking". hahaha.

and by the time we finished eating it was already 930pm. if i were to go mk's house i still have to go home bathe and then go which will be very late le and i have ballet the next day so means i need to sleep on sat and stayover most prob cannot sleep de. lol. so didnt go in the end. haha. sun morning met with some of the 65 ppl for breakfast and catching-up. havent seen them in like 2 months. haha. then got ballet and i cancelled tuition at night so that can have more time to pei sg. xP. but in the end i realised i didnt have to cancel tuition after all cos we finished dinenr at 715 and then the rest of the time was just watching him prepare for book in. hahaha. we watched angels and demons tgt, which was a great show! haha. i was really captivated throughout and although it was a very long movie it didnt feel long at all. i wasnt fidgety at all cos usually i will be, esp for long and boring movies. and it followed rather closely with the book (at least in my impression cos i cant really remember the book. lol) except the last branding which was supposed to be the diamond with the ambigram of earth, air, fire and water. i was commenting to sg why movies on dan brown's books are so nice but the harry potter movies are always so fragmented compared to the books. ):

anyway from this week onwards i have ballet on sat and sun, for the next 2-3months. its a good and bad thing lah. good cos i like to have multiple dance lessons in a week; bad cos it means less time to meet up with the 2a/4a ppl and also with sg. and time with sg is rather precious nowadays, as i count down to him going for his agc. haha.

2009-05-13T13:02:00.002+08:00

hasnt blog for quite long. today my com miraculously works again. hahah. i hope its not a one-off thing, and that it wun work again the next time i switch it on. haha.

ytd, took leave to supposedly go picnicking with the gals! meet jm eve qh eileen anna rae mel in the morning at bugis to visit haji lane and to buy food for the picnic. when we went haji lane the shops havent open yet so there's much to look at. haha. went back to bugis junction de cold storage to shop for our picnic food. then we went to anna;s house to prepare the food: brownies, hard-boiled eggs, sandwich, baked potato and salad! haha. everytime something is done we start eating it. haha. in the end we were too lazy to bring all our food to marina barrage for picnic we just ate the food we cooked up at anna's house. lol. then we took the train to marina bay and cabbed down to marina barrage! took lots of pictures there (see mel's blog. and all of them were in dresses except eileen and i! haha. cos i didnt see the last part of jm's sms: dress code is casual dress. lol) and sat and talked all the way till 11pm. (:

had a hard time trying to get to marina bay cos marina barrage is so far in. we were trying to hitch rides but no one stopped their car for us boo. in the end we took the last bus out and chased for the last train. haha. we thought there would be no train for sure but luckily there was still one! (: i took the red line all the way to cck then lrt and finally reached home only at 1+ am. lol.

ate so much brownies ytd that my voice is husky now. haha. later still have two tuition! :/ realised that one of my colleagues, noeleen, has decided to quit mid-june, and has changed her employment status to PEOA. that's what i want too! so that next time in the hols or on some weekends i can do ad-hoc work, and maybe ad-hoc relief?(:

oh, anyone wants to go flea market on 23may? (:

2009-05-02T22:04:00.002+08:00

this week is a hectic week man. i only managed to catch 7 hours of slp altgt for the past two nights + napping on the train today.

monday: relief at KT so pratically i worked 10am-9pm, 11 hours. woots. money is my motivation hahaha.

tuesday: work, then cabbed down to mind cafe with a colleague who was heading to timbre. haha. met cat jm eve and co to celebrate eve's birthday!! it was ladies night so FOC. stayed till 10plus before we left and the rest went home cos they have to work while eve jm and i walked to cathay to talked. then this supposedly ex-convict tried to sell us birthday cards. he was also selling round/star-shaped key chains with smiley face which i found quite nice so i asked abt the price. its 2 for $10. so jm and i wanted to get for eve. so we bought 2. den the guy very nice he gave us one free so in the end each of us have a star-shaped smiley key chain! hee. talked a while den i cabbed home around midnight.

wed: slept till super late den meet john and co. for some meeting thing at rj. first time going to rj!! the compound is actually quite nice and they have 7-11, popular, posb atm and axs machine inside!! wahh.. and also lifts that students can use. lol. then inside the lifts there are security cameras and the screen is shown publicly on the first floor, presumely to prevent any hanky-panky inside. hahaha. one of those ppl i met is actually zhenkai's bro!! i got very excited when i knew he's zhenkai's bro. lol. cos its like knowing ur friend's friend's bro better than knowing ur friend's friend. lol. very excitingg. hahahha.

after that went to intro them to egg pudding bubble tea but there's only mango pudding that day. lol. walked around j8 with zhenkai's bro to pass time b4 he went home and i go tutor iype. hee.

thurs: work, then farewell for my colleague! sang k at the workplace coolio they have the karaoke set!! hahaha. k-ed till 2am then my colleauge, who was 21, drove us home in his dad's car!! wow. first time i take my friend/colleague's car ya noe. hahah. not the youngest person i have hitched a ride from (took my cousin's car (as in he drove his parents' car) b4 and he is 20 this year) but excitingg!!! haha sorry my only vocab now is "exciting". lol. and my colleague drove for about 1-2 minutes WITHOUT SWITCHING ON THE HEADLAMPS until another of my colleague who is taking driving lessons now pointed out to him. hahahaha. can u believe it?!! then while one of my colleague was giving the directions, he was like "filter left". then i said,"can u just say keep left dun use so technical de terms cos wanlin and i dont know the terms we will be scared." HAHAHAHAH.

fri: labour day no work!! hee. morning went to tutor iype again, den meet sg at yishun for lunch and to watch x-men origins. i think its a okayy movie lah. iype kept telling me not to watch he said its a waste of time hahahha. he watched online before the movie was out but the one he watched is before they touch up so no CG and stuff but he knows the story. yeahh. after the movie went to tutor another tutee then go home bathe eat dinner and went out to meet jm and co for k! went ps to look for them cos they watching x-men there and bumped into mish tengseng and co and a few other ppl. lol. went k at chinatown till 1am, loiter at mac for a while for supper then took cab with zh and went sg's house. watched x-men, fell asleep and woke up in the morning to go home bathe and get stuff for tuition and ballet.

sat: so tuition in the morning, then took a long journey to tanah merah to tutor john's tutee (just for these two weeks), then another long journey to ballet. met sg after ballet for dinner then now im home. CPU for my main com died 2-3 days ago now im using the com in my parents room and its connected to a portable modem which is super slow at downloading the pages so im quite sian diao. rahh. hopes my dad gets the repairman to come down quick i cant do without a com hahahha.. want to get a laptop soon, but since i want to make use of the scholarship notebook allowance i dun dare to buy it before i figure out how to get the money (like maybe can only buy from certain places/after certain date then can claim, or need receipt or SOP or sth. best is they just give the money without any questions but its unlikely. lol).

2009-04-30T00:26:00.002+08:00

my warwick offer has also changed to unconditional. haha. i think its unconditional cos they alr noe our a levels results. -.- haha. speaking of a levels results, anyone know when we will be getting our cert? haha.

after tuition today and while i was waiting for my bus, my tutee asked me about where im going for uni and why i choose ntu over smu. and while i was telling him, i suddenly feel like going smu again, even though i didnt get double degree which is wat i want and have no scholarship from smu): cos i remembered why i choose smu business: i want to have a double major in finance and quantitative finance, and a track in investment banking/wealth management. hai. and so , even if i dun have a double degree, it shouldnt be that bad right, cos then i can have double major (since double degree and triple major is poss but very hiong) and wat really attracts me is the TRACK thing. hmm. but i think i will feel like im throwing away a very good chance if i reject ntu's offer. somemore then i have to ask my mum to pay for tuition fees at smu, which is also more ex than the other two uni and my mum actually would rather i go ntu and smu. hmm. and i feel bad to ask my mum to pay for my uni fees when i should have a scholarship at ntu and cos of other financial considerations in my family. hai. its such a hard choice. if only smu would give me the scholarship!! ):

2009-04-28T01:20:00.004+08:00

i forgot wat i want to blog about. haha. but now, i suddenly think of something else i want to blog about.

i dun want to turn 19. ):

i dunno how to express my feelings in words now. perhaps because i havent really sit down and think about it. but i just feel that 18 and 19 is so different, i enjoy being 18. (: being a student, mugging for the so-called most hiong exam in our lives (o lvls and uni are supposed to be less stressful and not as heavy content-wise) with my dear dear friends + bf, just playing and hanging out with friends and enjoying myself post A-lvls, holding a holiday job and spending almost everything i earn heehee. 19 is like a new chapter of our lives. no more being a kid/student; we have to grow up, prepare to be an "adult" and plan for our future. its like once we reach 19 we have to keep going, no stopping or turning back. first we have to get into a uni course, do well, fight for exchange programmes, attachments and interns, find a job, and chiong at ur job (that is, if you have high ambitions about ur career), search for ur true love and life partner (HAHAHA, i guess most of us agree that must find someone in uni if not its going to be v hard to find after uni), fret over finance (eg how to achieve that fancy house/ideal car/dream vacations, retirement, family and children blah blah blah). u just have to keep going if u dun want to be left behind. many ppl will say. "u dun have to do this, u dun have to be caught up in this rat race, u can do things at ur own pace." but seriously, how many of us have to courage to do so?? its a long and tiring journey, with no breaks (u can take time off, go on short holidays, but no more having months off like how it was like back in school)

life is a journey,
and you are the navigator.
only you can decide on your destination.
you can choose a popular landmark,
or take a route less travelled.
but without a destination,
you will always be walking towards nowhere.
you start off as a lone person
and along your way u meet other travellers.
some will travel with you (your friends),
giving you support and advice till the end
while others are mere passer-bys.
some of us are fortunate,
and we have compass and maps to guide us along
while others can only depend on ourselves.
(of course your friends are there)
it is an ardous journey;
if u aim far, u have to be prepared for a long journey.
you may get lost once in a while
some ppl find back their path,
others change their destination
and still others give up,
follow the herd
allow others to determine their fate
or settle down at the nearest stop.
though there is no shelter along the way,
no one says you have to keep walking.
you can always set up a checkpoint,
take a rest,
(that is if you are prepared to let other travellers go past you)
and check your bearings.

2009-04-24T00:59:00.002+08:00

hai my offer from ucl has just changed from conditional to unconditional, but i still cannot accept it, because i have no scholarship to go.): hai. it would be great if their unconditional offer is unconditional of whether i have the financial backing anot. haha. if they are willing to pay for the tuition fees and the living expenses and everything, i would accept the offer immed. haha. hai. sian.

2009-04-20T22:40:00.002+08:00

sometimes, in fact alot of time, when i hear ppl complaining about having to go for this interview and that interview, i feel envious of them. at least they get the chance to prove themselves to the uni/scholarship board. that chance just brushes by me, in part, or rather mostly, due to my very sad gp grade. ): after these few weeks, i'm alr not so affected by this (no more hopelessness, depression, inferiority). now i only feel regret abt my gp and envy for others. i hope for the best for all my friends, and i sincerely hope to see them getting what they want. but still, i wish that this period will be over quickly, that those who deserve the scholarships would just get them, and that everyone gets their place in a uni so we can start school soon and i dun have to hear ppl talking about going for interviews.

okk enough of that. anyway tmr's my offday cos im working on sun ( sad, cos cannot see sg!) and tmr is free cone day!! so cat and i and mayb rae are going for ice cream!! haha. yummy yummy. but b4 going for ice cream, i shall go and run on my own in the morning. yes now that i have said so on my blog, i shall make sure i do it. haha. im so FAT can. pls dun tell me otherwise, i noe myself the best. haha. i have a blob of fats at my tummy. rah.

and for the next two weeks, i am going to restrain myself from buying any clothes/accessories and cut down on cab fees cos i have alr overspend for this month. if i carry on what i have been doing the last two weeks my expenditure for this month is going to hit an all-time high of 600+ maybe even 700 bucks. HAHA. and i am going to song yong cat to buy stuff tmr. lol. its not an easy task!! xD

2009-04-12T23:31:00.002+08:00

this weekend, i bought 2 spag from cotton on, 1 high waist skirt and 1 spag from flea mkt and 1 ring and 1 necklace from jp. HAHAHA. i think its kinda good i didnt go bugis with the gals in the end on sat if not i sure get song-yong-ed by the gals to buy stuff. HAHAHA.

and this weekend i realised that to complete the course sg has to go overseas for very long!! rahhh. dunno whether i can blog abt this anot so i shouldnt elaborate much.

have to work again tmr!! im quite tired now actually. i just come back from my cousin's 21st birthday party/bbq all the way at aloha loyang. haha.

2009-04-10T01:34:00.000+08:00

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we love baking! - FAT. EXERCISE says:
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stopped for awhile

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u are an ADDICT

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2009-04-09T02:01:00.001+08:00

Your personality, Ngehwee:
You are noted for your grace, refinement and beauty as well as your repulsion to anything unattractive. You are meticulous in manner and dress and add a touch of elegance to all that surrounds you. Your goal is more to be admired by a man but if he is willing to boost your ego on a continuing basis you will show him how skilled you are at the art of lovemaking. You tend to prefer the artistic type of man, however your partner must also be highly lucrative in order to furnish you with the adornments that you require to keep you happy.
When it comes to compatible signs for you harmony is the most important factor to keep in mind. Without harmony you can't possibly survive.

Songgee's personality:
You need to be mentally intrigued before you will make your move on a perspective mate. Mind contact is a necessity for sexual fulfillment. You are generous, open and sincere to those you care about. You like to get involved in your mates' interests. You will search for answers and the truth in any relationship. You are somewhat shy and will often wait for someone else to make the first move. You can't live within a relationship that is domineering or restrictive in any way. Although you appear to be cool outwardly, you are really quite emotional and tender. When it comes to sexual encounters you are very imaginative, however, you also are a dreamer of erotic fantasies. You will look for a partner who is willing to satisfy your relentless pursuit of intense sexual experiences. You fall in love quickly but you are also hesitant to commit completely to anyone.
You tend to match up to most signs in a friendly manner, but when it comes to love some signs are better than others.

Astrological Compatibility Analysis
Libra (air sign)
24 September - 23 October
The sign of the scales. Librans typically need balance and stability in their lives to be completely happy. The slightest upset, will upset them. Librans hate to be mis-judged, and they really care what other people think of them. Librans want to settle down, they want marriage, kids and a harmonious life. Definitely the jolliest sign.

Aquarius (air sign)
21 January - 19 February
The sign of the water-bearer. Aquarians are very friendly people, great conversationalists and thinkers. They are regularly involved in some kind of intellectual study or debate, but never really let on to others how well informed they really are. Because of this they are unpredictable and full of surprises, you can never tell what an Aquarian will do next.

Libra & Aquarius
This is a compatible coalition, you are capable of making love in the highest form. Your two of a kind, neither of you care about detail nor domestics.

Aquarius & Libra
Very well-suited couple both mentally and physically. Exciting, fun loving and carefree connection. Your spending habits are the only foreseeable dilemma.

haha im bored

2009-04-08T23:02:00.002+08:00

went far east today with the crossers. i was the only one on time!! haha. then when i was loitering around outside far east looking like a loser i bumped into my superviser!! hahaha. six mel des and i had lunch and gossiped at han's, then six left and we proceed on to SHOPPING!! shopped around far east and i bought a pair of flats and a dress!! all three of us bought a pair of shoes each. hahaha. went back around 5 plus.

and since i came home, i have been getting really excited abt this weekend, cos i will be seeing sg!! haha. yay. 3 days, before he goes back in again!! im going to get him lots of goodies and candies. HAHAHA. in fact, i hope i'll see him tmr, after work! :D :D

my pay hasnt come in yet! ):

2009-04-07T23:53:00.001+08:00

sg: "here (air force) is quite tiring [mentally]. have to be very focused. have to know what u want."

you and i both know what you want. jiayou!! (: ilu.

tomorrow is OFFDAY!! shopping~ :D :D

2009-04-04T01:02:00.002+08:00

today on the way home from vivo i overheard this conversation. its about some bio research.

boy: are u interested in what u are doing?
girl: ok lah, interested. but my interest is here(gesture: low level), your one is here(gesture: high level)
boy: but ur qin lao (he pronounced as"qun lao" haha) is here(gesture: high) mine is here(gesture low)
girl: but im really very tired now. really very tired.
boy: i think cos ur interest is here(gesture low) but ur effort is here(gesture high). but for me my interest is here(gesture high) but my effort is here(gesture low).

and i think what the guy said is really true. when we are putting more effort in something which we are not really that interested in, we will become very tired and sick of it.however if we are really interested in something and we dun overwork/overdo/chiong too hard, we will find the journey more enjoyable and we can last longer.

2009-04-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

once again, a C in gp sucks. big time. ):

today is considered a happy day.

2009-03-30T10:47:00.002+08:00

dear being in ocs makes me really understand the meaning of "every minute counts." haha. last night he called and the first sentence he told me is "i only have 3 mins to talk to you." and when we ended the call it was 2 min and 51 sec. haha. although its a really short call, im happy to receive his call nonetheless. (:

12 more days!

2009-03-28T21:17:00.002+08:00

just now, while talking to my sis and mum, somehow my sis started talking abt wat she and i wore for new year for the past few years. she has a pretty good memory on this!

2009-pink dress.
2008-sliverish white dress with black circles
2007-white top with brown mini skirt
2006-?? top with white pleated skirt
2005-?? top with white skirt
2004-red collared shirt with denim skirt

hahaha she still remember what we wore on some random years. lol. oh my, superb memory!

2009-03-25T22:19:00.003+08:00

i have been surviving on < 3 hours of sleep the day b4 and < 4 hours today. zz. super tired now. im going to do nus adm and scholarship with a half-asleep brain, while waiting for sg to call.(:

went back to rv to relief pe agn today. it was fun talking to the other relief teachers my age ie xiaoxuan wanling beiru since the four of us have no more classes after lunch. haha. went eunos for this "job interview" thing, at the same place that jm eve and rae went in the dec hols. haha. its really mlm lo, it sounds lucrative, but im still skeptical abt it. lol.

i miss sg. ): alot. we talked less than 10 mins altgt for these three days and sms less than 10 msgs too? haha so diff from when he was in bmt! hee. faster come out dear! (:

<edit>i still havent receive news from psc. the website says we will be informed abt the outcome of our app by 31 mar. from the look of things, im dun think im even shortlisted. haha. rah. anyway im sort of numb to it, i think im starting to lose my confidence after getting rejected by GIC and LSE for accounting and finance, and actuarial science. zz. perhaps i have an inferiority complex deep down, or im really not used to failure :/

2009-03-21T00:23:00.002+08:00

GUESS WAT. after getting off from work at 955pm (instead of waiting till 10pm) and rushing home to pia my essay and clicking the send button without previewing my apps closely and discovering i left out the section "scholarships applied" AFTER the apps is sent, I REALISE THAT THE DEADLINE FOR APPS IS 22MARCH INSTEAD OF TODAY 20MARCH. ROAR. if i had known that deadline was on sun, i would have taken my time to improve on my essay lo, i didnt even proofread it properly! rah.

these few days after the release of results have been filled with essay writing, work, dance and tuition, with a nice and relaxing BINTAN TRIP in between. ((: so since deadline for most scholarship apps is extended to sun maybe i will try doing some more essays? haha. i think i dun want to apply for CAAS and SIA already, cos i dun really want to work there. if i cant convince myself how can i convince the person who reads my essay or the interviewer? haha. but so far the scholarships i have applied that will allow me to go overseas i think are all out-of-reach type. hahaha. anything lah. nowadays i dun really want to go overseas THAT much le. MAYBE local u will suffice and i'll be contented? at least i tried, so when i couldnt be the one going overseas and have to see others going off i won't feel a pang of regret. (:

anyway im going to have tuition on sat sun mon. hardcore. haha.

BINTAN trip:
bintan trip was enjoyable, but the things there are really ex so we couldnt try out as many things as we would like (eg ATV and paintball). furthermore some of the water sports equipment have not arrived yet (eg jet ski and banana boat).

Day 1:
meet at simei to get chips, cupnoodles and some toiletries at 1030am. had lunch at kfc den went to tanah merah ferry terminal. ran into chonglin and his gang at ferry terminal, they were also going bintan and we were taking the same ferry. haha. reached bintan, waited at the resort lobby for very long before we got to our villa! the villa was nice, but if we had managed to book the angsoka villa it would be better cos that one has a private swimming pool! haha. the villa comes with a buggy for us to travel around the resort. I think everyone enjoys driving the buggy around. its free and its fun. lol. initially whoever who can drive the buggy most smoothly is a better driver, but by the last day right the rides becomes more exciting and less safe. lol. ppl like sg do turns without slowing down de lo (ok im guilty of this too haha).

wanted to have dinner out, but everywhere is so ex. so we went back to the villa and had cup noodles for dinner. haha. budget. we bought 4 1.5 litre mineral water for consumption and its freaking ex, $4 for 1. so the smart nge hwee decided to order the ice instead which is 3kg/packet for $2.40, much cheaper. heehee. after dinner, we went to play laser quest, which is $10 for a 15-mins game. It was fun! everyone perspire like mad though haha. went back to villa and bathed (there's 3 toilets! yippee) den played some card games. the forfeits are damn gross cos they are thought up by the equally gross jm. HAHAHAH. but its amusing to watch as long as u are not doing the forfeit. lol. den its lights out for everyone!

DAY 2:
woke up and went for the complimentary breakfast buffet. everyone has a very full breakfast cos we were planning on skipping lunch. went down to the beach, played in the sea (the waves are good!), went for the water ski. water ski is thrilling cos its fast! sg and 1 flew out of our ski lol. gave sg a bad scratch on his hand while flying through the air though): after water skiing its more frolicking in the waves, making and throwing sandballs at each other before we went back to our villa to wash up! at this point, i shall say that i am sunburnt FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. haha. and my nose is the worst cos i forgot to apply sunblock on my nose! lol. more card games and buggy rides while we chill out before dinner. between day 1 and day 2 mk keep challenging sg and he kept losing until the last game he won. they played everything from blackjack to bridge to dai di to memory game (which is the one sg lost). i think mk did 300++ push ups these two days lol.

ok so dinner at the buffet place again. oh, fyi, the buffet is kuishin-bo style actually, without the sushi. after dinner its pub for drinks (anna is a good drinker!) and back to villa for hollow man. everyone is either exhuasted from the afternoon beach fun or KO from the alcohol cos everyone went to sleep after that except for jm and anna. haha. den a lil incident happened which arised from a blur jm who didnt see what she thought she saw. HAHAHA.

DAY 3:
breakfast again, back to villa to chill and more buggy rides, den massage! haha. first time having a massage for most of us, the gals were too gentle though. haha. after massage we went back to villa to pack up for check out and some bathed. i didnt, and i must say those who didnt regretted it in the afternoon cos the weather is so hot and we were sticky sweaty and oily (due to the massage oil). lol. after check out went to play pool and wii before we have to board the bus that will bring us back to the ferry terminal. visited the factory outlet store near the ferry terminal. some of them got stuff but i didnt. after that board the ferry and it was back to spore.((:

2009-03-14T04:55:00.002+08:00

hi all its 455am and im still awake. hahaha. cos i came home from becky's house at 3plus, going to sleep after this post. tmr (i mean today) most likely not going the open house, so i would be staying at home pia-ing my essays on sat and sun b4 i go bintan. rah damn stressed. see how much i can finish. so sat and sun i am going out for dance and tuition only. haha.

stressed. :/

2009-03-12T00:09:00.002+08:00

havent been blogging for very long. haha. nothing much in the days in between i guess, except for stayover at liying's, results day and smu open house? lol.

then there's pop today. or rather, ytd. went to sg house to meet his mum at 1230 then went to tekong. reached tekong around 230pm, but the parade only start at 345. lol. stoned all the way till 345. reached sg house at 7pm, eat dinner, play bomberman and fell asleep till 1130pm then his mum fetch me home again. haha. end of another day.

i need to write finish my essays before mon, before i go bintan. arghh. i write very slowly lo, die. hahaha. im so looking forward to bintan trip!! xD

2009-02-28T00:21:00.001+08:00

did a quiz! http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

It's really quite true i would say. (: so late le, wanted to start on my essays actually. and SG hasnt contact me the entire day! i think his batt may be flat, but i would think that he would at least borrow his friend's phone to tell me. hai.

2009-02-24T00:22:00.002+08:00

last weekend..

sat: supposed to meet for breakfast but had cramps so didnt go. den supposed to go for movie but zh and i were stuck in a jam. there was a car accident. so we (that is to say cat anna zh ber mk and i) had lunch at lido den the gals went for the smu talk which was informative abt the current financial crisis but not really wat i was expecting. i thought there would be more abt accounting as a career. anyway, after the talk went for ballet and did alot of pointe until my toes really hurt. like, it was the first time dance on pointe until sore but still continue dancing. hee. the feeling was shiok though. i love ballet!
after ballet went to meet them (ie zh cat anna jm rae eric) at taka for delifrance dinner den walked to lido to slack and talked again b4 going home. haha.

sun: tuition, den went town to look for my mum's birthday present. she mentioned in passing b4 that she likes dior's perfumes, and i wanted to get one for her. but i went the dior shop at taka they only have those big bottles of perfumes (my mum prefer small bottles so have more varieties!) and its damn ex, $712 each. beyond budget. haha. so i didnt get, i shall just treat her dinner on sat.(:
at night went to watch valkyrie with sg, its quite a good show. 2 hours just pass like that, usually if the movie too long i will start fidgeting and being restless but i didnt for this.(:

mon: work (sg sent me to work!) den dinner with sg after work. went chang korean bbq restaurant at dempsey road there. the food's not bad, the one we ordered was ex though. :/ but the thing is, when we ask for the bill, to our horror, they dun accept nets! they only accept credit card and cash. and both of us dun have enough cash on us cos we both thought just use nets can le. haha. in the end sg had to go hollandV there to withdraw money while i wait for him at the restaurant. lol. quite funny and malu la. we gave tips leh!! hahaha. the ambience was nice though.(:

sg booking in early tmr morning! dunno when i'll see him agn cos he may not be able to book out this fri/sat. see how. anyway POP soon, we will have 10 days! ((:

2009-02-18T17:01:00.003+08:00

vday with cat jm jas eve rae mel eileen anna qh phyllis ber marcus and mk was great! we have known each other for so long, and we have seen each other grow up! its like last time we go out in oversized tee shirt and shorts even to town, but now we are all dressed out in nice clothes/fitting shirts/dresses. haha. and next time, we will continue to meet up and even bring our kids along!! hee. so fun.

sun gals' outing with cat jm rae mel anna! supposed to go anna's house to play mahjong, but mel rae and jm didnt even touch the mahjong tiles (other than when we were packing up lol). we just sat and talked alot alot, all the way till 9pm before we had dinner and went home at around 10plus.(: and we are going taiwan!! wee. must go must go k! im so excited. the gals are all going to have to take leave, while the guys apply to go overseas! so cool. ((:

monday's work (sun night we were sort of grumbling that there's work tmr. haha), and i went to find sg at his house for dinner! i ordered pastamania and bought sushi.

took leave on tues to pei sg. we went lunch at newyorknewyork, the food's not really very nice and its ex. then we went chevrons e mart to buy velcro and stuff, and then back to sg's house! he packed his bag and did his "homework" while i helped him sew on the velcro on the helmet! den his dad fetch him and i to pasir ris b4 his dad fetch me home!

today im just spending my day at home. haha. later got tuition. it took me abt 3hours to get the internet up and working. haha. tmr need to work again. sg will be booking out on sun night, and booking in on tues! not taking leave this time round le, but we are going to have mac delivery on sun then korean food and perhaps movie on monday night! hee. spent last night planning wat to do alr over the phone. lol.

taiwan taiwan pls! hope can confirm soon den i'll take leave early!

2009-02-13T23:39:00.003+08:00

today is supposed to be black friday, according to weiming. haha.

today i had my first relief class! lol. p4 math. was quite nervous about it but the kids were good and cooperative, so it went well. (: when u are reliefing time pass so quickly! haha. i hope i can pass my practical soon so i can get allowance for reliefing! hee. c'mon, i noe all of us are working for the money right. no point denying u are money-faced. haha.

today den i noe that u are not supposed to give ur bf/gf footwear as gift, cos there's a superstition that the receiver will run away, just like u dun give people clock for present. den last xmas i still gave sg a pair of slippers! ohmy. haha. so jy and wm ask me to ask sg to give me like 1 dollar for the slipper. haha. to think that both sg and i dunno abt this taboo. lol.

tmr sg will receive my letter! (: so timely, comes on vday. haha. had i noe, i would have wish him happy vday in the letter. haha. i hope the letter really give him strength and motivation to carry on, if he really is tired out from the field camp! hope he will be touched! heehee. i will ask him whether he got cry anot when he bookout. hee. 3 more days! love.

2009-02-11T01:14:00.003+08:00

I so miss my dear. 6 days... I<3U

I have decided to put off perming my hair for another week cos i think my hair is a lil too short now. haha. i bought a dress today. i intended to wear it to work, but when i try it on at home, its too short for work. haha. nvm its not too formal to wear out, and it was cheap. 15BUCKS. haha. i will wear it for the ntu talk on sat i think. i have no vday date, except the ntu talk. pls date me ppl. haha. atnight or sth, cos i have dance at 5.(: vday without dear. hmm. haven't thought of wat to give him yet. (: i think i will be going ikea tmr (ie today, after i wake up from sleeping) and queensway to see if i find any nice cap for sg. hee. tell me if u see a nice brown cap, i want to get for him. black/white cap seems so common and boring.

hai, i really miss dear, more than i missed him during the confinement week. all because of the time we spent tgt on sun. hearts. sun we went for breakfast at ya kun, den watched underworld, shopped abit around, lunched at pizzahut den went his house. i fell asleep after awhile. woke up once, saw him packing his bag for booking in beside the bed, went back to sleep. he woke me up at 645pm. when i opened my eyes and saw him looking over me, i felt really blessed. ((: we had a hug, and i fell in love with him all over again. and that is the reason why i miss him so much now.

haha so mushy. but it was really really memorable. sweet sweet memories. (:

and cos i was so in love with sg on sun, i stupidly promised him that i will do my psc essay b4 his next bookout before i left for tuition. shit. lol

2009-02-06T00:27:00.002+08:00

Hi im here again. haha. nothing much to blog about, my working life is not interesting like melanie's. so envious, earn so much and the kids are so cute. lol. i just went to brightsparks and search through the scholarships being offered and shortlisted some of them. haha. but havent start applying yet. at least i do sth about it (my future) le. haha. oh today i receive a email from GIC. it has been so long i alr give up on it. haha. but all the email ever said was "Thank you for attending tyhe interview. we would like to know your A levels results, pls send us a soft copy when you recieve it." oh well. i dun want to bring my hopes up, cos that will only increase my disappointment. haha. i shall go apply for other scholarships quickly so that i can go uk! (: i hope lse and ucl make a decision soon, so i can decide where to go! first choice lse 2nd warwick, 3rd ucl 4th local! best is... i go lse and sg go ucl? lse and ucl quite near den can meet up often! if not go warwick tgt also quite cool. xD but first he has to get the psc scholarship and i need a scholarship. haha. still thinking abt the fact that i didnt try edinburgh and manchester. wasted. lol. ohwell.

anyway today (ytd) was our 15th month! wee time flies! nowadays we dun really keep track of the monthiversary le. haha. i got this high-and-hyper feeling today somehow. lol. i cut my fringe ytd and i think i look like a doll now. haha. my sis and jinyin agreed too. lol. i think im going to perm my hair next week. :D but if i dun, dun hold me to my words ah. lol. this sunday hopefully i will be going zorbing with sg!! asking more ppl along too, sms me if u are interested. its 12pm at old holland road, $50 per pax.

2009-02-01T01:01:00.002+08:00

today (technically ytd) is sg's birthday. it was a simple affair cos the thing i wanted to do with him wasnt available. haha. i made a reservation at jack's place and wanted to surprise him with a cheesecake that i made myself after lunch but he reached the place earlier than me and he saw the cake so it sort of spoilt the surprise. haha. and sadly, the cake taste weird it doesnt taste like a cheesecake. haha. i dunno what's wrong cos i bake an identical one last week and it tasted perfectly well. haha. ohwell. den we caught a movie and we brought the cake to his house to cut but its too soft so we didnt cut it yet. haha. maybe on sun! (:

1. oh no i need to start writing essays for scholarship app. sg keep asking me to go write the psc essay! and ppl like stanley wg and bryan alr got offer for psc le lo, so zai. hai. but im feeling so lazy to get started, esp when im working till 9/10 4 days a week, weekends have to pei sg and have ballet and tuition! rah. den wed is always full of errands/meet-ups!
2. ucl and lse havent reply me! sg got offers from ucl, warwick and bristol lo, so zai!! if he dun need to serve ns i think he's more likely to get a scholarship and go overseas to study than me lo! haha. i just check the uni ranking for uk and realise edinburgh and manchester are actually very good at accounting and finance! hai i didnt apply for these. doesnt mean apply sure get in lah, but should have tried! lol.
3. boy boy is so qiang and so cutee! wee.

2009-01-26T11:47:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! (: haha. dun really seem to have much festive mood this year. the only thing i feel for is the break from work and the fact that S G Tan is out for the cny break! hahaha. and my mind constantly drift to what to do for his birthday next week. haha.

i typed 2 paragraphs and i deleted it away. haha. cos it sounds so boring and backdated! when i have the time to blog i have nothing to blog about. hahaha. okk i give up. im going to wait for my sis to finishing bathing den its my turn! byez.