Tuesday, November 10, 2009 Y 5:19 PM
i did this quiz on fb about " what type of ntu student are u?" and the result was im a 2ND LOWER CLASS student )): that totally brought me back to reality. have i fallen behind my work more than i realised? hai. i didnt attend a single MA lecture (about 4? 1 e lecture though), or did a single MA tutorial (3 so far), and i didnt attend/pay attention for at least 5 biz law lect and didnt do 2 biz law tutorials. i didnt do 2 FM tutorials also. ROAR. listing it down like that makes it look really bad.
i was hoping well initially, and when did everything start crumbling down? i think its when all the deadlines for the projects start to come (after recess week?/during and after my contemp concert? like start to pon lectures for biz law assignment and the access proj and the workload just keep snowballing) and all the procrastinaton finally gets to me, and i just continue to procrastinate. haiz.
not doing tutorial is not just = cannot catch up, it also means that my class participation is suffering. ): and after today's comm fund, im quite sure i may not get my A for comm fund, most probably a A-. ): at the start of the sem i was still naively thinking that 4.8 is probable, after listening to my seniors. now then i realised how much they must have mugged not just during the last stretch, but consistently throughout the semesters.ROAR. i hope its not too late to start now, i still have 1-3 weeks to my final papers. however i have a feeling that no matter how worried i may be for my grades, im still gonna be v slack and distracted when i finally get down to serious mugging. hai.
i think im too ill-disciplined for uni type of life. ): pls let me get my As this sem, cos next sem gonna be harder, seeing as how the cgl/gl stuff will start getting busy and i am not good at crapping - an essential skill to do well in OB and mkting apparently. ): and hopefully i wun be doing AA102 next sem too cos that will be like 5 core modules and im not managing well for 4.5 le. ):
Sunday, November 08, 2009 Y 3:36 AM
You are restless and independent and, no matter how close you become to someone, you always remain your own person and there is a part of yourself you cannot share.
Your father was either over- idealized or he was rejected as a role model. Either way, your concept of what a man should be is not based upon a mortal person, but upon an ideal. This may lead to unrealistic expectations in close personal relationships.
You are assertive without being overly aggressive and usually go after what you want with confidence and enthusiasm.
TRUE.
Y 12:45 AM
ROARR i want exams to be over soonnn!!! sian totally dun feel like studying, havent start yet. ):
i want to:
1. spend time with SG!!! ((: outings and shoppings!!!!
2. meet my fave ppl: cat jm zh gs ber eve jas rae anna mk yq mel eileen qh marcus etc etc
3. go watch movie with zm mk jf and hs
4. HTHT with jer shara and mk HAHAHAHA
5. MJ with pebbles
6. no tuitions and many many dance ((:
7. IHG and ISG!
spend $$$ these two days on online shopping, dance stuff and seeing doc!! haha. and its just 7 days into nov...
Friday, October 16, 2009 Y 10:09 PM
YEESSS access and biz law were due today, its two big loads off my back now! wahahha. feels so relieved. lol. even though there are more things coming, nothing feel so bad now that i have these two off my back hahaha. and next week got all the games stuff and im FINALLY going for touch trgs again, after 2 weeks. haha. still havent been going frisbee, seriously think i should give it up. haha.
next week: acc proj due (CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!) + comm fund oral 20%
next next week: FM quiz 10%
nex next next week: biz plan presentation 25% and acc mid terms (??)
next ^4 week: FM proj + presentation 10% + comm fund oral 30%
today, i made a promise to myself that im going town next week. HAHAHA. simply cos it has been so long since i last went town or somewhere near it! ):
hectic weekend and next week:
tmr: ecp for gl outing + tuition + ballet + ben's 21st
sun: tuition + ballet + toons event
mon: proj meeting + touch trg!
tues: lessons (including comm fund!) + contemp elections + (frisbee?) + contract + boggle
wed: get goodie bag! + og/world lunch + touch + hall dance + othello
thurs: (frisbee?) + othello + boggle + cgl supper
fri: TOWN NO MATTER WHAT I DUN CARE + ballet
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 Y 10:44 PM
maybe i should start blogging about more interesting and happy stuff in my life so that when i look at it i will feel happier. but there's like not much happy stuff to blog about, cos my life is just going lessons, doing tutorials, assignments or projects, going for ballet and contemp prac (these 2 weeks) or going for tuition. hai no life): seriously like when was the last time i actually go out with friends? omggg ): sad life..
